Comments from the Ebichu members, my translation:
"To everyone"http://lineblog.me/ebichu/
Thank you for your constant support of Shiritsu Ebisu Chuugaku.
Matsuno Rina fell into eternal slumber on February 8, Heisei Year 29.
We will be praying for her happiness in the next world with all our hearts.
Below are messages from the members.
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Matsuno Rina, valued group member, friend, someone like a younger sister to me, has passed away.
Because it was such an abrupt departure
it feels like there's a huge empty space in my heart.
Ever since we met she was always taller than me
and you couldn't tell how old she was, Rina
but when she'd speak she was a young girl, innocent, the very image of a child
She was pure-hearted, and she cried easily
so I felt like had a big little sister,
but when I got worn out, Rina was always the very first person to reach her hand out to me.
Matsuno Rina taught me to take people by the hand and to support each other.
I think that
Shiritsu Ebisu Chuugaku is a group where we can take each other by the hand.
From now on the 7 of us
will walk together, holding each other's hands, with our thoughts of her.
Rinanan,
Thank you for loving Ebichu
Rinanan's father and mother,
Thank you for letting me meet Rina
To everyone in the Ebichu Family,
right now let's all cry together
and then let's all laugh together once more, okay?
Student number 3 Mayama Rika
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We have caused you all much concern.
On February 8, our valued group member Matsuno Rina departed from this world.
I still can't believe it.
This is the first time anything like this has happened to me, so my honest thoughts are that I can't understand this at all.
I went to see Rina many times,
and I was able to say my good-byes.
I was relieved to see such a peaceful expression on her face.
As for me, things are still very difficult right now.
I'm sad, I'm lonely.
But it's strange.
The times when I revisit my memories with Rina are the times when I feel most at ease.
That's because the days I spent with Rina are for me some of the most fun times of my life.
Rina was truly loved by many people.
I loved Rina, too.
I could never say it because I was so embarrassed, but I liked her so much that I couldn't help but like her.
That's why she's such an important friend to me.
She was my best friend.
She was someone who I could honestly say anything to, someone who I could be myself around.
I was always dependent upon Rina.
She always accepted me, as dependent as I am, with a huge heart, I have so much gratitude for Rina!
On the other hand,
I wonder if I was able to give Rina enough fun memories?
I wonder if her memories with me aren't all good ones; are there bad ones, too?
I wonder if I was someone she looked upon with bitterness?
I end up thinking such negative things.
I know that such things would make Rina sad
but I don't really understand what all my feelings are.
I'm sorry.
I'm supposed to be able to talk about anything, normally
but now I really don't know what I personally want to talk about.
But what I can definitely say is that
I loved Rina along with everyone else,
and that I will hold dear the memories Rina left with me and the things Rina taught me!
We are the strongest 8!!
Our feelings are together with Rina
Looking ahead
Ebichu will move forward into the future!
I will push onward
without losing sight of myself, believing in myself
so that Rina won't be worried!!
I might not 100% be able to look ahead right now.
My appearance and the things I say might also cause all of you to dislike me.
I honestly don't have that much confidence yet.
But little by little,
So that I can share a good time with all of you...
Please wait for me!!!
Student number 5
Yasumoto Ayaka
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I decided that
whatever I write here
is all the truth
... honestly, I don't want to believe it.
I've processed it
and yet still
it will take time.
She took the night of the 7th off
I felt relieved when she told me she had eaten 2 rice balls
and then she messaged me,
"I ended up eating 3"
I replied,
"Let's eat 5 tomorrow"
And after that
we were all making lots of commotion and joking around
I sent her some fun videos
and she replied,
"I haven't seen that in a while
I'm laughing so hard I'm going to get dimples"
I still feel like if I send her something
she's going to reply back
She was a cute, adorable girl,
almost too cute
from head to toe.
I can't help but feel sad and lonesome
to realize that I'll never be able to feel her hand again
with her almost transparent fair skin.
There are so many things
I didn't say to her
Rinanan, thank you.
I love you. I really do love you.
aiai
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I don't know how to express this well in words, this painful blog.
Rina.
We joined Ebichu together 7 years ago. You were always by my side, we'd laugh at everyday things, and I thought that those days would continue as usual. The usual, as usual, went away. At first it felt like there was gaping hole torn open in my heart, and when I went home I quietly closed my eyes to get to see Rina, and there I was, wondering if I weren't just having a bad dream or something, unable to accept reality, unwilling to accept it.
There was someone, at the memorial service, who approached Hinata and I and told us this. "I didn't know if I should tell you or not, but Rina is here. She's telling everyone thank you." When I heard those words, the tears honestly wouldn't stop. Right until the very end, Rina was in her usual number in Ebichu, next to us. She loved Ebichu.
Rina, please continue to live beautifully inside of us, inside our hearts and the hearts of everyone in the Ebichu Family, like a gorgeous flower. Also, please protect your dear parents now, just as they protected you and raised Rina with such tender, loving care.
I have a mountain of things I still want to say to you, but I think I will put them away quietly in my heart.
"Work hard from now on in Rina's place, okay?" Those words your parents said to me hit me in my chest, and from now on our thoughts are as 8, and we will do our best as Shiritsu Ebisu Chuugaku. We still can't fully look ahead, but I think the support from all of the Family will become encouragement for the members. Please continue to support us from now on.
Student number 7 Hoshina Mirei
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It was so sudden, I feel like I can't believe it even now.
Rina was always by my side,
and we did a lot of work together as just the two of us.
Before, when I rode a ferris wheel with Rina for a TV show
I talked to her,
"I'm uncertain that I can come back to Ebichu"
and she said, as if it were the only natural response,
"It's not Ebichu without Hinata, you know."
I was so happy.
Now, as it is,
I want to tell Rina
"It's not Ebichu without Rina."
Isshou Isho Iissho?
Soro soro kuru zo
Bonsai Girl
There are 3 songs that we got to sing as the two of us.
We were together a lot of times for campaigns
and we would do TV shows together
and for our student numbers and self-introductions
Rina was always by my side.
We have become 7
but Matsuno Rina
will always be by my side.
And
our hearts will be as the 8-member Ebichu.
If I don't move forward
I feel like I would be scolded by Rina
so let's laugh together from now on
and let's cry together.
I am Hinata, I am in the sun.
As long as there is blue sky I will live on.
I will always
wait for you in the sun.
Hinata and Matsuno.
Student number 10 Kashiwagi Hinata
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I told Rinanan how grateful I was the last time I saw her.
In my head I know that it's all real
but I keep thinking that I'll still see her tomorrow and the day after and forever, won't I, and that if I send her a message she'll respond back, won't she?
It's been a long time since Rinanan first opened up my heart
Messing with each other, poking each other, that's what we're doing now.
Rinanan and I were called the Twin Towers
That made me so happy
When I saw her face before I said my final farewell, she was truly beautiful
Rinanan was always so unbelievably pretty
She put her all in everything, she was so beautiful, but she was a little bit of a scatterbrain
She ate everything like it was so delicious, it made me want to eat it all, too
She would tell me about how much fun she always had with her family, her father, her mother, Jasmin, it made me feel so warm inside
Everyone in the Family, the members, the staff
Rinanan loved Ebichu
That's the Rinanan I love
I am so glad I got to meet Rinanan
Thank you so, so much
Everyone in the Family might be having a really hard time, and feeling alone
But Rinanan is watching us, and watching the Family
I want to ride over this together
I want to work hard with everyone, for Rinanan, too
Rinanan is Ebichu, and I think she will live on in all of our hearts as an eternal idol
Student number 11 Kobayashi Kaho
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I don't know how to write out what I'm feeling.
But they are my feelings, all of my thoughts,
so I'm going to write in my own way.
She was a valued group member, a model I longed to be like.
That will never change.
Rinanan, I love you!
I love you, I love you,
I love you!
Everything I remember about her is fun things. There are only fun things.
Thank you for all the memories you gave us.
I'm praying for your happiness in the next world from the bottom of my heart.
Also,
to everyone in the Ebichu Family who has always supported us.
Please continue to support Shiritsu Ebisu Chuugaku.
This isn't the place to talk about my thoughts, but I want to talk about the funny and cute stories we have about Rinanan, the members have a lot, to make everyone smile and laugh. I think that's something that you all have so much of that you won't lose to the members, either, so please tell me your stories someday.
Student Number 12
Nakayama Riko