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well i thought it be good to come back to this 
(i'm slowly getting better right???)
today was kind of a normal day...
all i did was work, work,and more work.....god school's boring >.>
plus college...dont even get me started on that word...i had to lie about it today so i wouldnt hear any scollding about it.
why?
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i havent aplied anywhere..that's why^^;
it hasnt been cus i'm lazy, it's just cus i just freeze up any time i even think about it. i mean i still dont even know what i'm going to do when summer comes....
i'm just the worst when it comes to decissions mostly cus i'm highly indicisive....i overthink things too...and mostly think the worst outcomes. like my japanese kanji quiz tomorrow...i know for i fact that i'm gonna fail that.>.<
i'm surprised that i even have a good grade in highschool mostly cus i think i do pretty horribly on things.
i mean,even socialy i'm like a fail^^; alot of my friends think that i'm being anti-social cus i dont talk to them much but it's mostly cus i cant stand their crazy-ness...
well i guess u all are tierd of hearing me rant about my fail-ness so i'll end now...
sorry >.<
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(i'm slowly getting better right???)today was kind of a normal day...
all i did was work, work,and more work.....god school's boring >.>
plus college...dont even get me started on that word...i had to lie about it today so i wouldnt hear any scollding about it.
why?
......
......
......
i havent aplied anywhere..that's why^^;
it hasnt been cus i'm lazy, it's just cus i just freeze up any time i even think about it. i mean i still dont even know what i'm going to do when summer comes....
i'm just the worst when it comes to decissions mostly cus i'm highly indicisive....i overthink things too...and mostly think the worst outcomes. like my japanese kanji quiz tomorrow...i know for i fact that i'm gonna fail that.>.<
i'm surprised that i even have a good grade in highschool mostly cus i think i do pretty horribly on things.
i mean,even socialy i'm like a fail^^; alot of my friends think that i'm being anti-social cus i dont talk to them much but it's mostly cus i cant stand their crazy-ness...
well i guess u all are tierd of hearing me rant about my fail-ness so i'll end now...
sorry >.<
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