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[ShikyoxYaiba]

Oh goodness...chapter three already. T__T The scenes of the future chapters are all rushing back to me...

[jdjohnson]

Guardian Angel

so you really did kill off sayu. was kinda expecting her to be alive.
kinda funny that you had reina talking to sayu in the third person.
when i had read that risa had slit her wrists, i was like what!?!? how could she do that? or did she give her blood to eri? wasnt too sure about that.
kinda sux that ai told risa to try to stop having feelings for her. although that will be nearly impossible.


She Gathers Rain
Nice quick one shot

[maxemerg]

I was under the impression that the "third person" stuff with Reina and Sayu was just a literal translation or something.

[ShikyoxYaiba]

Well, you've got to admit that (in Japanese) Reina often refers to herself in the third person. (Isn't it regarded as being cute or something?) As far as I can tell, Hammy just wanted to incorporate that trait/habit of hers into the fic.

[maxemerg]

I think it's more that Reina talks about herself a lot. That's why I call her the self-pimpin' princess. Usually one doesn't say "watashi" all the time, or so I'm told... I'm also told that it's just an idol thing. Whichever. I guess I'll never know unless I take some Japanese language classes or meet someone who speaks Japanese... both of which will never happen.

[mame*hime]

I feel like a fish you know, having to breath through my mouth

Why do I imagine Koharu when you say that?

Gee'z. I can't believe how Gaki's acting. I understand Ai's logic, but it's upsetting. Don't get too push-pully with Risa, or I'll have to call "last third of a j-drama" syndrome.

Come to think of it. I think I know which expression you mean. She was cute doing that. But for me I just feel stupid doing it

oh yay an update! I'm glad! This one is great! i love it of course. And ohhh something's wrong with Sayu?! You have to post another chapter soon so we know what's going on! Lol I'll forward to another chapter. =)

Yesh, Poor Sayumi. *evil laughs*

Guardian Angel

so you really did kill off sayu. was kinda expecting her to be alive.
kinda funny that you had reina talking to sayu in the third person.
when i had read that risa had slit her wrists, i was like what!?!? how could she do that? or did she give her blood to eri? wasnt too sure about that.
kinda sux that ai told risa to try to stop having feelings for her. although that will be nearly impossible.


She Gathers Rain
Nice quick one shot

Is Sayu really dead? You have to read more to find out. Wow, Risa giving her blood to Eri eh? That image is creepy yet sexy at the same time. Just imagine Eri sucking on Risa's wrists. Ooooohhhh

I was under the impression that the "third person" stuff with Reina and Sayu was just a literal translation or something.

I was gonna explain myself but I saw Shiichan did it for me below. So perfectly done too Ahhhh maxemerg explained it too ^^

Well, you've got to admit that (in Japanese) Reina often refers to herself in the third person. (Isn't it regarded as being cute or something?) As far as I can tell, Hammy just wanted to incorporate that trait/habit of hers into the fic.

Bingo! Shiichan you can really read my mind. Maybe we can perform magic and call ourselves the 'AMAZING Shii and Ham' mindreaders

I think it's more that Reina talks about herself a lot. That's why I call her the self-pimpin' princess. Usually one doesn't say "watashi" all the time, or so I'm told... I'm also told that it's just an idol thing. Whichever. I guess I'll never know unless I take some Japanese language classes or meet someone who speaks Japanese... both of which will never happen.

Thankies! You guys are awesome you know that? I wish I could give you all a big hug

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Guardian Angel
Chapter 4 - In Another Time


The female dressed in a long overcoat dashed diagonally across the street whist avoiding the puddles of water collected within the potholes of the uneven road. Twisting her body to steer herself between the clusters of people also navigating the busy traffic junction, she barely reached the other side before the light turned green again. Now standing beneath the sheltered walkway of the nearest building, she began dusting her leather coat off with one hand, flicking away the droplets of rain which had gathered as she journeyed from the supermarket. During this process, she struggled to balance in her other arm the paper bag of groceries which was filled precariously to the brim. Satisfied with the result of a somewhat neater and dryer appearance, she began walking along the covered walkway back home which was in the form of a tall apartment complex two streets away. As she strolled, her mind wandering aimlessly till the blaring noise emitted from one of the many electrical shops lining the area attracted her attention. Stopping in her tracks, she let her eyes trail up to a television screen behind a glass panel. Playing on the latest model of a Korean plasma television set was the most up to date episode of a popular entertainment news program.

"One of Japan's most popular female idol groups will be arriving in Korea to stage a nation wide tour. Here is a short video and interview with the leader, Tanaka Reina."

The host spoke in rapid Korean but the words were not lost on her for she too was conversant in the language. Understanding the simple phrases used, her eyes glazed over with a distant pride as she recognized more than a few of the pretty girls dancing on a magnificent stage to the tune of energetic music.

"Anyoung ha se yo, this is Tanaka Reina. Morning Musume will be coming to Korea soon. We are very grateful for the unwavering support that the Korean fans have shown us. We promise to stage a wondrous concert starting from the 6th of June. Please do look out for us. Sarang hae yo!"

After the brief interview ended, the viewer of the clip lingered on outside the shop as the tide of passersby swiftly brushed past. A small smile revealed itself when the ends of her lips tugged upwards presenting a drastic change in expression from her earlier vacant features.

"You've done well, Tanakacchi."

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It was late evening and the sun had long disappeared from the sky encompassing over Tokyo city. Pulling down the metal shutters outside the small flower shop, its proprietor bent down to secure the dual padlocks of the shutters after setting her belongings on the ground. It had been another uneventful day for the young lady boss and it was finally time to pack up and go home.

"Chotto matte kudasai!"

Whirling to face the sudden interruption, she saw an elderly lady hurrying breathlessly up the few steps to where she stood.

"Am I too late to purchase some flowers?"

"We are closed for the day. Would you mind coming back tomorrow?"

The disappointed look which surfaced on the wrinkled face of the woman was not overlooked by the soft-hearted girl. Pleading pitifully, the late customer begged for her help.

"Could you please make an exception? I'm visiting a dear friend in the hospital and she loves white lilies, just like those."

She didn't know it but her short explanation after noticing the bouquet of white flowers on the doorstep had changed the boss's mind almost as soon as she heard about the hospitalized friend's fondness for white lilies. Nodding to accede to the request, she reopened the doors once more and switched on the lights which submerged the cozy space with illumination.

"Would you like them in a bouquet? The lilies I mean."

"Yes, please. I could not show up without the flowers."

Tiptoeing in her beige sandals to pick out the freshest looking white blossoms, she then made her way over to the workstation and proceeded to arrange the stalks in a natural and artistic manner to create a presentable bouquet. As she laid the finishing touches on the spray with a pink satin ribbon, the elderly customer came to stand by her side. Pointing to the photo frame on the far end of the table, she asked.

"Are those your sister and best friend? They are both very pretty."

"Eh?"

Realizing what the woman was talking about, her eyes flickered up to glance at the silver frame and the photos it contained before going back to her work. She appeared to be in deep concentration, adjusting the delicate ribbon when she was really trying to avoid answering the question. It was only when the woman persisted did she finally react.

"They are my friends."

"Oh? Which of them is your best friend?"

"They both are."

"But that cannot be. One can have many good friends but only one best friend. Which of them do you hold dearer to your heart?"

"There is no rule that says we can have only one best friend. I have two. Two!"

Startled by her agitated reaction, the woman ceased in her idle small talk and dug into her straw bag to hunt for her purse. Fishing out the required payment, she accepted the carefully completed bouquet and handed over the money.

"I apologize if I had said things I should not have. Thank you for doing my business. Have a good day."

Offering a deep bow, the last customer of the day exited the dainty store through the glass door. As the store quieted down with the ceased chiming of the little bells hanging above the door and the absence of activity, the owner stay put, fixated in her original position whilst she pondered over the elder's casual words

"I should only have one best friend. Who is more important to me?"

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The rose wood cabinet was stocked full of various wines, a somewhat considerable collection for a woman her age. Scanning her dark brown eyes over the length of the second row, she picked out a Pinot Noir with a bittersweet palate. The taste complemented her reminiscing mood this evening. Living a boring life revolving mostly around work, home and the occasional shopping trip to town made her look forward to the times when her flat mate was home. She looked repeatedly at the clock as she waited for the expected company to return.

Pouring herself a glass of the dark velvet fluid, she padded over to the cushy couch in her fluffy green bedroom slippers and flopped down heavily in the middle portion of the long settee. Grabbing the Hi-fi remote off the side table, she pressed down on the 'play' button and leaned back with her neck resting on the back of the sofa. With her head tilted upwards, she closed her eyes and waited for the music to play. The glamorous Bang & Olufsen system stirred to life and the preset shuffle function kicked in putting a random CD onto the needle. Swirling the wine glass in hand and feeling the liquid splash against the walls of the glass, she had no idea of what to anticipate from the costly amplifiers.


Woah...

Mimi kara hanarenu
Sono koe
Doushite sonna ni
Nureteru no?

Denwa de hanashiteru koe mo
Mayoko de kiku koe mo ah~

Onnaji SERIFU wo
Mane shite mo
Anata no koe mitai ni
Setsunaku naranai

Muda ni GYAGU to ka
Shinai hito
Tatoebanashi ga myou ni
Settoryoku aru no

PAPA mo onaji you na
Koto wo itteta kedo

Hearing the familiar opening melody, she squeezed her eyes tightly to try and block out the strange and unsettling emotions that the song was inducing within her. Nonetheless the lyrics of the song materialized in her mind instantaneously. It had been two years but she had not forgotten which concert the piece was from or the person whom she had sung it with. The memories, both beautiful and agonizing came rushing back to her mind. She found herself gripping tighter on the stem of the glass, increasing the pressure on it and hence cracking the delicate piece. The detached bowl fell from the portion still in her hand onto the marble floor and landed with an ear splitting crash. The destroyed glass spilled every drop of its expensive contents onto the white marble floor of the living room. The picture of dark ruby red on pure white immediately brought back to mind more horrible memories previously sealed deep inside her mind. The swerving vehicle, the plummet down the ravine, the body crashing through the windscreen and the image of her pale body lying devoid of any movement. Everything, everything came flooding back.

No, no. It's a lie! None of those things happened!

It was at this moment when a key was inserted into the lock and turned. Pushing open the door was the distinct figure of her friend and confidant who at once spotted the curled up position of the person in the photo. Instinctively, she hurried indoors and practically threw her possessions aside onto the dining table. Forgetting to close the door in her anxiety, her only concern was to calm the distressed girl. Holding the shivering girl into a tight embrace, she rubbed the damp back of the terrified girl in gentle calming motions in an attempt to sooth her disturbed frame of mind. Her simple action brought her out of her trance and she managed to slowly bring down the trembling hands gripping onto her reddening ears. It wasn't the first time this had happened and hence she knew exactly how to remedy the nervous situation. Placing her lips onto the tense cheek of the wounded party, she whispered into her ear.

"It's fine now, everything will be okay Gaki-san."

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The hallways were empty and the sparsely spread out ceiling lights failed to eradicate the gloomy atmosphere. One could almost feel the dreariness just by walking through the corridors. It was late, hours pass the authorized visitation hours. However, the lone figure walking in with her knee high boots had a faultless reason to be there. As a prominent celebrity in the entertainment industry, she had received special permission to be on the premise after dark. This precaution was to prevent mass hysterical if she were to be recognized by overzealous fans or the nosey media. She was extremely thankful for the arrangement since she wasn't one who performed well in the unmediated spotlight. Her footsteps stopped echoing when she halted outside a particular door, her sole destination in all her days of visitation. Swinging open the entry to the darkened room, she stepped inside and closed the door behind noiselessly, wary to not wake its resting occupant. Except that the person who warranted her considerate behavior could not be woken.

"Hey."

Setting down her branded bag on the coffee table in the first class ward, she threw her jacket haphazardly onto the leather sofa. Checking to ensure the room temperature wasn't too chilly, she busied herself making sure that all other aspects of the place was appropriate before settling down to sit in the plastic armchair by the bed. Taking hold of the deathly pale hand belonging to the figure lying on the ashen sheets, she stroked it tenderly, massaging her flesh in the hope of regaining some sensation to the lifeless limp.

"I won't be able to visit you for the next one month. Morning Musume are going on a concert tour to Korea. I'll ask the nurses to pay special attention to you. In the meantime, don't be naughty."

She smiled at the object of her affections, though the receiver made no effort to reciprocate. Nevertheless the normally headstrong and outright woman didn't take it to heart. She knew it wasn't on purpose that her feelings were ignored. The doctors have given their diagnosis and the outlook wasn't bright. Even so, she wasn't the type to throw in the towel that easily. Her temperament was one of hating to lose and in this case, she would do anything to ensure victory. Giving her heart to someone wasn't an easy task for her and now that she did, she wasn't going to take it back.

"It's been two years and I'm still waiting. I'll keep waiting until you wake up Sayumi."

She became aware of a scratching noise behind her and assuming it to be coming from the shoes of the nurse going on her regular rounds about the designated wards on the level, the tiny woman rose from her seat with the intention of leaving the nurse on duty some important instructions regarding the patient. As she turned around, she came face to face with a long time friend whom she has known for almost seven years. Clad in a conservative cardigan and with beige sandals strapped on her feet, she smiled at the visitor who had arrived earlier. Cradled in her arms close to her chest, was a bunch of snow white lilies.


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Sky Blue


I ignored what was going on around me and concentrated on retrieving a book from my rather deep locker. Being somewhat vertically challenged, it wasn't an easy task reaching all the way into the back of the metal cupboard positioned slightly above my eye level. I remained oblivious to my surroundings until the shrill and jarring voices of two people penetrated my eardrums even with my head almost completely buried.

"Did you hear?!"

Bingo! Dumping the bulky textbook into my backpack, I spied from the corner of my eye, the animal print umbrella collecting dust at the edge of the boxy compartment. Grabbing it on a whim, I dropped it in after the paperback. Slinging the heavy bag over my shoulder, I checked the schedule stuck on the inside of my locker door for the venue of my next class. Unsurprisingly, the same annoying voices drifted into my ears yet again.

"Of course, it's like only the biggest news around at lunch."

The gossiping carried on as the pair of girls wearing flamboyant cheerleading outfits rambled on about the latest rumors flying about the campus of the middle school. Letting my finger run along the brightly highlighted timetable, I squinted intently to locate 'Great Ideas in Contemporary Physics.' It wasn't a popular subject, and it definitely wasn't well-liked. Nonetheless, I took it voluntarily and even enjoyed it tremendously. Although I didn't wear a pair of thick owl-rimmed spectacles, the lack of it didn't prevent me from getting labeled as a geek. On the outside, I could have easily passed off as any ordinary student in the 1,100 population country school. However, there was one other thing that contributed to me gaining that title - my ability of not forgetting anything after seeing it just once.

"They threw out all the stuff from her locker. It was really a hilarious sight seeing her scramble to get everything back."

My fore finger stopped moving horizontally and my entire body froze when I overheard the conversation. No names were mentioned but I knew there was only one person who was regularly subjected to this sort of harsh treatment. Disregarding the classroom issue for a second, I slammed the open locker door shut forcefully. The clang of metal on metal resonated deafeningly throughout the noisy hallway and the commotion caused some of the students scattered about the corridor to stare in my direction. The two girls previously engrossed in their little discussion were abruptly jolted. When they realized that I was the cause of the thunderous noise, they hushed their voices and slinked away hastily, all the while wary of my killer stares. They were smart to remove their ugly faces in the nick of time. Or I would have subjected them to a fate too gruesome to be put in words.

"I have to find her soon."

The lesson seemed never-ending and the minutes dragged on like centuries whilst I kept my eyes on the ticking hand of the hanging wall clock. Narrowing my eyes, I willed it to move faster without success. As soon as the melodious tone of the school bell chimed signaling the end of the day, I bolted from my chair and sprinted straight out of the classroom. My earlier plans of staying behind to request for extra assignments clean forgotten as I headed straight for the deserted side staircase where I knew she would be. Upon arrival, I indeed saw her sitting on the third lowest step of the dusty stairs. Hidden in a far corner of the school building, the place was typically deserted and it became our usual meeting place before and after school. It was also her refuge whenever she needed some time alone. Studying her, I noticed she wasn't pounding fervently on the keypads of her pink Nintendo DS, her usual routine while waiting for my class to end. Tapping her on the shoulder, I gave her a friendly grin. She glanced at me, returning the gesture. Except today, the smile didn't reach her eyes.

Maybe it was because we lived close by, or perhaps it was because she was bored but she always made it a point to hang around after school so we could go home together. Sliding open the umbrella I had strangely decided to bring, I raised it into the air and held it above, shielding our bodies from the onslaught of the ceaseless rain. We walked for the distance of two streets before I decided to speak.

"Did anything happen today?"

"No, what could?"

She responded in her usual genki voice, her tone effectively hiding the fact that she was feeling unhappy. In the two years that I've known her, I have never seen her looking despondent. Still, having to endure on a daily basis the sniping remarks and mocking jeers of the rest of the cheerleading squad had to be difficult. Ever since the coach placed her in central position and showered her with compliments of having both the talent and looks to become a cheerleading star of the future, she had become the target of ostracism. The bullying and taunting would have been unbearable for the majority yet she hung on, determined to make it through. "I want to succeed, I want to BE the miracle." I applauded her determination, I admired her courage but most of all, I wanted to tell her that even if no one else believed, I would. I would be the one she could lean on, the person she could trust.

"Look."

The weather has been consecutively gloomy and on some days, the nonstop rain dampened my spirits. Though at this moment, I couldn't be more thankful for the rainwater which will soon serve my unanticipated purpose. Tilting the umbrella at an angle, I pointed my finger up to the foggy sky. She followed my actions and lifted her large almond shaped eyes to gaze at the wide expense of gray heavens.

"Yeah?"

"The sky, it isn't blue."

Looking down at the shorter me, she cocked her head, delicate brows wrinkling in confusion.

"Because it's raining?"

"Exactly, the sky does it too."

The words said were little but the message conveyed was immense. Realization dawned on her when my speech sank in, and I knew she understood its meaning. "The sky does it too." Uttering the sentence softly, she paused in her steps and closed her eyes. The few cars on the road disappeared one by one into the distance leaving the entire street void of all movement. A comforting peacefulness descended upon us and in that instant, a single tear escaped from beneath her long lashes and proceeded to glide down her cheek. Griping tightly onto the wooden handle in my hand, I watched, my heart aching at seeing her tear.

30th January 2009 was a date I would remember eternally. For today, I was much more than Mitsui Aika the geek or the one with the amazing memory. I was by her side, on the day Kusumi Koharu learnt it was okay to cry.

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@maxemerg: Did you like this. Seeing that you liked Aika, I decided to post this fic first. This was the first time I wrote about Aika as a central character. Hopefully it wasn't done too badly *blush*

@Shiichan: It's Fri for me so Thurs for you right? That means tomorrow is your last day of exams. YAY!!!!! *cheers for Shiichan* Gimme an S! Gimme an H! Gimme an double i and c-h-a-n!! Don't tell me, I know I'm horrid at cheering

[ShikyoxYaiba]

The only part that stinks is that sometimes I go to sleep before you get on. D: (Or I'm on when you're not - same thing.) Time differences suck sometimes. But yes, we could definitely go out as the 'AMAZING Ham and Shiichan' () mindreaders. ...Hey wait I just noticed this. When you switch it around to 'Ham and Shiichan" if you take off the -chan, it sounds like Ham and Cheese, almost.

...

(So cold/lame. I think Eri's rubbing off on me...)

Oh, and yes. My exams are over now... It's Friday for me as I post this. I also have a Word Document open with one page finished as I speak.

[writerjunkie]

sorry I didn't comment sooner on the update and the new story is it that's being posted? Many so many fics to read I'll try to keep up! lol But as always I love your writing style and fics. How can you write so good?! You must tell me your secret! lol jk jk Just keep up the great work.

[Glasseyelashes]

ok, so sayu was the one in the hospital, but i thought she'd died in that accident, and i thought risa killed herself. who was it that came to risa, and who was it that bought the lilies? i'm so confused!!

the second was really good. i had an inkling of who the characters were, and it was right. yay for me!

[maxemerg]

"Guardian Angel":
What exactly happened with Eri? Did she have to quit because of her injury or did she continue but graduate within those years that had passed? Will we find out in a conversation in the next chapter?

i thought risa killed herself. who was it that came to risa, and who was it that bought the lilies? i'm so confused!!

Risa wanted to. She couldn't deal with the things that were going on. I'm sure that was sorta dealt with in the time that passed.

In the flat, the person who came to Risa was the owner of the flower shop who I believe is Ai. Some old woman bought the lilies. I had to read a second time to see that there was no direct connection between the old woman and the person with the lilies at the end (who I believe is Eri). Also notice that the person at the end has a "bunch of snow white lilies" while the old woman had them arranged in a bouquet. The only connection is Ai's reaction to the old woman wanting white lilies.


"Sky Blue":
Yes. I did like it. Some parts were a little muddied and others could have been sanded down, but I think it was a great little story overall. Somehow I don't think Aika's quite that smart, though

Although I didn't wear a pair of thick owl-rimmed spectacles, the lack of it didn't prevent me from getting labeled as a geek.

This is where I decided that Aika was our viewpoint character. Yay!

I have never seen her looking despondent.

Before any pink was mentioned, I was thinking it was Sayumi, but this line somehow made me realize that the girl who was picked on was Koharu. I would probably have picked up on it earlier if I were a Koharu fan... Actually, I am a Koharu fan; I just don't like the way she's been "brought up" by the agency, so I don't buy her stuff.

[ShikyoxYaiba]

Not to sound sadistic, but it's fun looking at all of your guesses as to who is who. Why? Because I already know. You'll all find out in due time. I'll refrain from spoiling things. (Well, maybe there's only one person who I'm slightly unsure of... But that's because of a different detail. *needs to go back and check the dates of these events*)

EDIT: Okay, I fixed my unsureness. If that's a word. Which apparently my browser says it is. o_O I know who is who now...but it seems like some things are happening at different times. I think that's why I was confused the very first time I read this fic, lol.

Oh and hammy, I did okay on most of my finals. I totally bombed the one in my chemistry class, though... I got a 78% and I barely passed the class with a 90.8%. *phew* (I'm trying to make sure I get all As - above 90%.) I guess doing well early in the year paid off. Still, I'm surprised that I did so badly when I was scoring high 80s and 90s throughout the first half of the year. o_O

[maxemerg]

Nah, be as sadistic as you want! I don't mind Thank you for not giving anything away. You can -tell- us later if we're still confused after you show us in the story.

[mame*hime]

The only part that stinks is that sometimes I go to sleep before you get on. D: (Or I'm on when you're not - same thing.) Time differences suck sometimes. But yes, we could definitely go out as the 'AMAZING Ham and Shiichan' () mindreaders. ...Hey wait I just noticed this. When you switch it around to 'Ham and Shiichan" if you take off the -chan, it sounds like Ham and Cheese, almost.

...

(So cold/lame. I think Eri's rubbing off on me...)

Oh, and yes. My exams are over now... It's Friday for me as I post this. I also have a Word Document open with one page finished as I speak.

Golly, you're right. It is cold but at least the joke is funny. To me anyway. So does that mean I'm lame too? Miss Cheese?

sorry I didn't comment sooner on the update and the new story is it that's being posted? Many so many fics to read I'll try to keep up! lol But as always I love your writing style and fics. How can you write so good?! You must tell me your secret! lol jk jk Just keep up the great work.

You don't have to apologize. I'm really happy whenever you comment. I should apologize too for not comment on every of your updates. I wish I could come online every single day just so I could read your fics. They are so very VERY

ok, so sayu was the one in the hospital, but i thought she'd died in that accident, and i thought risa killed herself. who was it that came to risa, and who was it that bought the lilies? i'm so confused!!

the second was really good. i had an inkling of who the characters were, and it was right. yay for me!

Lemme try and clarify things. Sorry my writing wasn't clear enough. Sayu didn't die but she's in a coma. Risa did try to kill herself as she thought Eri had died. But luckily help came and saved them. That explains why they were both in the hospital later. If you recall, in the chapter the owner of the flower shop was carrying white lilies as she was leaving but the elderly woman delayed her. And since the person who came to visit Sayumi while Reina was brought the flowers too, they are the same girl. Ai has still not returned from the US since she called to bring forward the departure of her flight. Which means, the identity of Risa's flatmate is ______. Can you guess now?

"Guardian Angel":
What exactly happened with Eri? Did she have to quit because of her injury or did she continue but graduate within those years that had passed? Will we find out in a conversation in the next chapter?

In the flat, the person who came to Risa was the owner of the flower shop who I believe is Ai. Some old woman bought the lilies. I had to read a second time to see that there was no direct connection between the old woman and the person with the lilies at the end (who I believe is Eri). Also notice that the person at the end has a "bunch of snow white lilies" while the old woman had them arranged in a bouquet. The only connection is Ai's reaction to the old woman wanting white lilies.

More will be revealed about Eri's injury in this chapter. And with regards to the owner of the flower shop, like I said in reply to GEL, Ai isn't back in Japan yet. So....you know

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Guardian Angel
Chapter 5 - Before Sunrise


Studying the young woman sitting across her in the somewhat cramped booth, Eri smiled. It was one of the rare occasions in recent times when she had smiled so genuinely.

The season's latest make-up colors, check.

Super short, almost non-existent skirt, check.

Star-like attitude, check.

Reina was still the same even after two years and Eri felt a sense of familiarity towards the younger. She missed her, she missed the past where the most pressing problem was how to comb a hairstyle that wouldn't clash with another member's for the duration of their many concert tours.

"How have you been?"

Starting the ball rolling in a conversation had never been Eri's forte. But things were different now and she had been forced to learn. Without Sayumi by her side, she could no longer rely on her faithful assistance. And then there was Gaki-san...

"The same."

"And you?"

Reina replied truthfully. There was no reason to say more for she was certain she had stayed unchanged throughout these 700 or so days. The only noticeably difference was her alteration of position to Morning Musume's leader. It was no secret that she had yearned for this time in the spotlight, to weld the power which could control and dictate the actions of fifty something younger charges. Except that Reina didn't covet the influential role if it meant the determination of the current state of affairs. She would gladly forsake this post in exchange for more important things, things like the revival of Sayumi.

"Better than before."

There was an awkward silence following Eri's last words and the atmosphere in the booth where they were sitting in felt thick and heavy. The thankful appearance of the waitress gave them a chance to divert their directionless attention.

The spread of food on the table ten to fifteen minutes after the girls have placed their orders was a welcome memory of how they had spent numerous days hanging out at this diner for meals or just enjoying ice-cream.

"Look at that couple. I think the guy is going to make his move tonight."

"Eewwww Reina! Don't say things like that!"

Reina's comment on a random couple broke the ice and chiding her in a good hearted manner, Eri giggled delightedly as she turned in her seat to observe for herself the aforementioned couple.

Believing that Eri's mood was serene enough, Reina decided this was the best opportunity to bring up a topic which had been weighing on her mind. As Eri munched happily on her hamburger, Reina discretely took in a sharp intake of air.

"She's coming back."

At hearing Reina's words, Eri froze in mid-action. Taking a moment to recover, she pretended to be unaffected and persisted in chewing on the French fry balanced between her thumb and fore finger.

"You can't keep it from her forever."

Still Eri didn't reply and Reina pressed on in her one-sided conversation.

"She has a right to know."

Incapable of holding back the indigence of what she felt was an undue reprimand by Reina, Eri lashed out angrily.

"Don't talk to me about rights! She lost them the day she left. We don't need her anymore. Gaki-san doesn't need her anymore."

"You can't make that choice for her. Gaki-san would have wanted her to know."

Trying to explain matters to a clearly agitated Eri, Reina spoke in a soothing tone.

"You don't know what Gaki-san wants. No one knows her needs better than I. It has constantly been just the two of us and it will always remain that way!"

Her words cut through Reina like a cold steel knife. The two of us? Wasn't Reina her friend too? Granted, she didn't have much time for her in between juggling the role of leader and taking care of Sayumi. Nonetheless she did call to ask about her at some point in those two years, though the phone calls never did span for more than an hour. Recalling her insufficient concern, Reina regretted it immensely. She hadn't been there for Eri when she struggled with physiotherapy sessions. None of them were there at the most trying stage of Eri's life. Not Ai, not herself but Risa. Risa was the one who accompanied her on those daily trips to the orthopedic department in the hospital. It was Risa who had gotten her to resume treatment when Eri had lost every ounce of optimism in regaining the use of her leg. In that way, Reina couldn't blame Eri for her current behavior. Perhaps Risa had become more than a mere pillar of strength.

"Eri.."

What Reina didn't anticipate was the older's decision to cut short their spontaneous reunion. Throwing down some dollar bills onto the table top, Eri grabbed her purse from the chair with rigid resolve. The bitterness in her eyes was unmistakable as she accused through gritted teeth.

"I thought you would understand me. I guess I was wrong."

The iciness in Eri's voice startled Reina. Watching helplessly the disappearing back of Eri, Reina realized that the meek and naive girl she once knew had vanished. Eri had turned into a different person, the accident snatched away more than the movement and function of her leg. It changed her...

-----

In the early hours of the morning, a young woman decided to take a warm shower on this humid day. The practice helped relax her body and hastened the rate at which sleep was induced. Insomnia was a condition she had been grappling with on countless nights and this was ironic considering she had already been living in this foreign land for close to two years. Subsequent to the bath, she felt too lazy to blow her hair dry and instead decided to pass time by checking her email. As the Mac computer started up and the monitor flickered to life, a wallpaper with the New York City landscape appeared. Automatically clicking on specific buttons in the browser, she checked for new messages in her email and stumbled upon one that an old friend had sent. Speed reading through the letter, her mind picked up only the key information.

The plan of bringing you around has to be shelved. Morning Musume tour Korea 2010 has been extended and it's most likely I would not be in Japan when you visit.

A few paragraphs down and she saw yet another essential line.

There is something I've been keeping from you all this time. It's about Gaki-san. Something happened while you were away.

The tone of the message shocked her as the sender was hardly one who beat about the bush. If anything, she was in all probability the most straightforward member in the group. Or at least that was what she remembered of Reina's character from all those years ago. Ignoring that thought for a moment, she read on.

Contact Eri. She can fill you in. It might be difficult at first to convince her but I believe she would open up to you in the end.

Concluding the email was Eri's phone number and the reader noted that the figures were different from what she once knew.

No wonder I could never reach Kamei-chan.

Before signing off in the email, a final line was written, one which puzzled her further.

She had her reasons. Please forgive Eri.

Intrigued by the contents of the email and fueled by her inability to sleep, the woman opened the doors to her large wardrobe and dragged out a stiff luggage case. Putting chosen clothes and other necessities into the bag, she packed her belongings halfheartedly and reached for the cordless phone lying on the night table. Dialing some numbers, she spoke in accented English when the line connected.

"I would like to bring forward the departure date for my flight to Japan. My name is Ai Takahashi."

-----

On this wet and cold night, it is not definite if the late hour or the damp weather contributed to the lack of occupants in the bus. There was just one other passenger seated in the vehicle journeying between the street across the diner and Eri's intended destination. Taking the seat in the last row, Eri gazed outside. Her action gave the impression that she was watching the passing night scenery when in actuality, she was thinking back on the earlier edgy conversation. As the bus rumbled along, the only other commuter sat sleeping in a single seat several rows ahead and his head knocked periodically against the murky glass window.

A lone figure clad in a long overcoat paced around the area adjacent to the dingy bus top, her umbrella titled at an angle as it rested on her shoulder. She raised her head intermittently from looking down at the pavement to keep an eye out for any forthcoming vehicle. At last her patience paid off when the shining headlights of a large bus approached, its noisy engine announcing its arrival. Standing on the curb and waiting for the vehicle to come to a complete standstill, she peeked in through the many windows looking for a sign of the person she was waiting for. At the very last window situated at the end of the long vehicle, she saw Eri staring off into space, her thoughts visibly a million miles away. Standing there with an amused smile, she wondered how long it was going to take before the younger realized she had arrived at her stop.

The sound of rapping knuckles on the dusty glass panel yanked Eri out of her musing and she bolted upright with a jerk. Looking around wildly, she took in her surroundings and finally realized from the sight of some recognizable landmarks that she was in the vicinity of her apartment. Hollering to the driver that she was going to get off, she bowed embarrassedly at having caused a mild disturbance. Coming down the narrow stairs, she stepped off the bus and promptly turned towards the direction of home when a voice rang out.

"Did you plan to sleep on the bus tonight?"

Whirling around to face the surprise arrival, Eri saw the puffed up cheek and playful expression on her housemate's face. Scooting over to punch her lightly on the arm, she complained.

"Quit teasing me Gaki-san."

The other's reaction was rolling her eyeballs upwards in addition to a sideways smirk.

"Here."

Handing her a jacket, Risa cocked her head and waited for Eri to put it on so they could continue on their way home. Unexpectedly, the turtle girl only stared at her wordlessly, not moving an inch. Finding her actions strange, Risa waved her free hand in front of Eri's face.

"Hello? Earth to Kame."

"You didn't have to come pick me up."

Her reply wasn't exactly what Risa was expecting. Nevertheless, she answered her statement.

"I worry about Kame not dressing warmly and forgetting to bring along an umbrella. Hora, I was proven right."

A pained expression flashed across Eri's face and she took off abruptly which resulted in Risa having to quicken her pace to catch up.

"Kame!"

Pulling on her arm to halt her advance, Risa linked her fingers with Eri's and their shoulders touched as a consequence of the proximity from sharing a single umbrella. Glancing up at the profile of her companion, Risa furrowed her brows at seeing Eri's vexed features. Eri was bothered by something. She knew it. Aware that Risa was watching her, Eri refused to meet her gaze and instead kept her eyes straight ahead.

Don't treat me so well Gaki-san. I don't deserve it. I kept you and Ai-chan apart.

-----

I just LOVE KameMame. So, it's turtle and beans time!!


So Much – Hare Ame Nochi Suki Edition [Part 1]


Have you loved someone so much it hurt?


"Ai-chan!" "Reinaaaa!" "Eririn!" "Gaki-san!" "Sayumi!"

The crowd in the hall was ecstatic and pumped up on this finale night. As much the girls didn't want the incredible experience to end, they were glad it did so on a good note. The musical had enjoyed an amazing run. The scale of the production was many times that of Ribon no Kishi in 2006 and its grandeur was on a scale so impressive it was astounding. Standing up on the lighted stage with spotlights trained on them, the cast of mainly Morning Musume members made their final speeches. Kamei Eri didn't know why but she felt a bizarre tingling sensation throughout her body as the thunderous clapping echoed on. She wondered if her senses were on full alert as a result of the resolute support from the audience, the relief of delivering the best performance of the musical or was it something else. Perhaps she was imagining it all but it did feel as though a pair of eyes were watching Portia the entire time. It felt strange but at the same time, it felt so good. Eri didn't have time to mull over the identity of the anonymous observer as Takahashi Ai chose this moment to wrap up the talk section by conducting a synchronized bow to thank the appreciative spectators.

Hours after the red curtain fell, everyone busied about packing up their costumes and making sure nothing was left behind. The theater was scheduled to be closed for renovations immediately after their musical ended and it would be rather bothersome to realize objects were lost after the closure. As Eri continued stuffing items into her bag, she happened to catch sight of a tube of lip gloss lying at the bottom of the carrier. Picking it up to get a better look, she found it unfamiliar and not of a brand she was accustomed to. Recalling casually complimenting the cute peach pink shade to its true owner, Eri remembered the gracious girl had offered to lend it to her. Deciding this was a good time to return it before she lost the article with her infamous absentmindedness, Eri exited the dressing room she shared with the other Rokkies and made her way over to the room next door.

Pushing open the door with three names printed in dark bold letters on a sheet of white paper, Eri searched the room for one of the three allocated occupants. However, she only found a certain miracle member busy rubbing a piece of cotton pad across her face.

"Koharu-chan, did you see Gaki-san?"

The younger wiped thoroughly at the thick gunk on her face as she replied Eri without taking attention away from her task at hand.

"Niigaki senpai? I saw her going up to the 5th floor."

"Thanks. And Koharu-chan, don't take your skin off in the process. You're rubbing too hard."

-----

Climbing steadily up the flight of stairs, Eri wondered why Risa had come this way. Leading to a deserted storey of the building where only extra pieces of furniture and stage equipment were stored, almost nobody ventured here except when a part of the stage had to be replaced or malfunctioned. The quiet stairway brought the turtle to a side of the building far away from the hustle and bustle of the activity taking place downstairs. When she finally reached the topmost level, Eri saw Risa leaning on her side, looking through a small window out to the streets below. There was a thick layer of settled dust on the glass, an obvious sign that no one had been up here for some time. A street lamp some distance away emitted an orange illumination which made the lone figure appear somewhat forlorn.

[Eri's Point of View]

I went up to Risa and put my hand on her waist, my hand making brief contact with her thin shirt. Clearly shocked, she whirled around and stared at me, her mouth agape.

"Kame! What are you doing here?"

There was a slight flush on her cheeks but it vanished as quickly as it appeared. Did I see wrongly? After all, why would Risa blush when she saw me?

"I should be asking you that. Why are you hiding here? Are you running away from someone?"

"I'm not hiding. Why should I be hiding at all?!"

She seemed flustered at my comment and stammered with her reply. I was surprised at the tremor in her voice and her jumpy reaction to the joke.

"I meant Ai-chan. I thought you were hiding from her since she will surely be pulling you around to bid farewell to every one of the Takarazuka members."

"Oh."

An awkward silence transpired between us and I felt uneasy at the tense atmosphere. I noticed she began fiddling with the ends of her long hair, a recurring inclination.

"Gaki-san, is something wrong?"

I reached out to touch her but she dodged sharply and shrunk back violently. In her haste, her shoulder hit the glass structure and the window pane rattled.

"Don't!"

Judging from her actions, I was sure something did happen. The two of us were generally comfortable around each other and could talk about nearly anything under the sun without inhibitions. Yet Risa was now refusing my help when she was obviously troubled.

"Something did happen. What is it? You can tell me. You know you can trust me. Remember the time I found you in the washroom?"

I made another attempt to reach her and this time I was successful as she didn't have anywhere to run. Looking down at my hand that was firmly gripping onto her sleeve, Risa shook her arm hard to fling it away.

"Please Kame, leave me alone. I can't handle this right now."

I furrowed my brows at her words, not fully understanding what she meant.

"You don't wanna talk about it? Should I stay and accompany you then?"

"No! Just leave Kame. PLEASE!"

My eyes widened in shock at her sudden outburst. The harshness of her words felt like a stab to my heart causing a stinging pain so hurting I nearly wept.

"I'm sorry if I made you angry. I just wanted to return this."

I didn't look at her face as I knew the impending tears would fall if I did. Putting the tube of gloss down on the window sill where her arm was hanging near, I took a step back and turned to leave. Walking away from where she stood, I concentrated on each step to stop dwelling on how she brutally pushed me away and shut out my concern for her. Just as I was about to turn round the bend, I heard her call out in a quivering voice.

"I'm sorry Kame. I'm sorry."

-----

The night was dark and cloudy. Being the only person left with Sayumi, Eri didn't speak as the pair waited in the empty space outside the relatively small theater. The gray duffel bag hung loosely from her hands as her mind wandered back to the earlier encounter with Risa.

"A cab's coming. Great cus I'm absolutely freezing in this crazy weather."

Sayumi's grateful voice jolted Eri from her trance and after comprehending what she had said, voiced aloud her thoughts.

"Is anyone still around?"

"You insisted on letting everyone go first. We must be the last ones."

Hiding her face further down within her scarf, Sayumi's voice got more muffled with every word.

"How about Gaki-san, did you see her leave with Ai-chan?"

"I think Ai-chan mentioned Gaki-san telling her to go on ahead. She probably has more stuff to pack."

Sticking an arm out to flag down the approaching vehicle, Sayumi adjusted her hat whilst the taxi pulled up in front of them. Wanting to let Eri inside first, Sayumi half turned to make space for her friend after yanking open the door to the passenger seat. Receiving no reply from Eri, she turned her body around fully and it was then when she saw the ends of Eri's coat flash pass as the girl ran inside the building.

"Eri!"

-----

By now all the staff and actors had already departed and the area was so quiet one could hear a pin drop. Treading hurriedly in her Ugg boots, Eri made no sound as the soft rubber soles of her footwear glided smoothly on the tiled ceramic floors. Upon arrival at the dressing room where the fifth and seventh generations shared, Eri didn't see a single person and the area was cleared of all personal belongings. Crestfallen, she murmured softly.

"She left after all."

Disappointed at not being able to catch Risa before she left for home, Eri turned back for the exit. As she passed by the dressing room she herself had occupied for months, she saw the person she was seeking slouched over one of the dressers, her head buried in her arm.

"Gaki-san?"

Shifting slightly but not awaking, Eri shook the sleeping girl a little harder. This time Risa stirred and fluttered open her hazel brown eyes.

"Is it really you?"

Raising her head tiredly, Risa put one trembling hand on Eri's cheek and caressed it tenderly. Abruptly she pressed her face close and planted her lips on Eri's chapped ones.

"I...like...you...so...much."

Whispering each word in a breathless manner every time she tilted her head to kiss at another part of Eri's lips, Risa claimed the flesh around Eri's mouth with a hunger and aggressiveness few have seen her demonstrate. The lips covering Eri's were heated, and so were the hands cupping her face. Eri didn't know what made her sub leader behave this way and what it meant for their relationship. How were things going to change between them after tonight? Nevertheless Eri refused to think about the implications and focused on the tongue finding its way into her mouth. Literally melting with every contact of their skin, Eri wanted the experience to go on forever. Giving in and releasing a soft moan, the sound caught in her throat when someone called out her name. And that someone wasn't the women she was embracing.

Stunned to be caught in such a compromising position and in an act which any pure idol was in no way ever supposed to engage in, Eri froze in fear. She didn't dare move an inch and only remembered to breathe when the owner of the voice appeared in front of her with a facial expression she couldn't read. Pulling the two apart, Ai snaked an arm around Risa's waist and spoke to Eri in an even voice.

"Forget whatever happened."

-----

Firmly ushered out of the room with no explanation presented, Eri was desperate to get some answers to the numerous questions which had surfaced in her mind. Pressing her ear against the door to try and listen to what was being said. She could only hear Takahashi as Risa was too soft to make out.

"It's a good thing I decided to come back for you. For god's sake, it's Eri!"

From what she heard of the one sided conversation, Eri gulped to swallowed down the hard lump forming in her throat. What did Ai mean, did Risa not know the person she kissed was her? Taking a chance, Eri twisted at the door knob to peek carefully inside. She saw Ai's back towards the door and the two Gokkies facing each other. The angle made it difficult for her to see clearly what they were doing but from the lack of verbal communication, Eri presumed they were making out. To Eri, Risa was kissing Ai right after she confessed her feelings for her...

[maxemerg]

the owner of the flower shop was carrying white lilies as she was leaving

I must have missed that. I must have missed a lot of things. Like I didn't even see anything about Ai being away.

I'm just not good at getting other things done and keeping up with the stories.

“Guardian Angel” Ch.05
I feel like taffy.

“So Much”
Oh... Part 1. I was gonna kill you for a second there. OK good. We get to see more.

[ShikyoxYaiba]

Flashbacks to the time I kept trying to figure out part 2 of So Much through the lyrics of the song. And chapter 5 of G.A. still makes my heart go doki-doki in the nervous way.

Oh boy. Yup, it's a new nickname. :sweatdrop: Ham and Cheese go well together, though... Don't they? Well I guess it's bad for the people who don't like Ham or Cheese... *is over thinking this again*

[Glasseyelashes]

oh man, "so much" is so confusing! i love it! i can't get over the fact that risa kissed eri so passionately, then aichan showed up, kicking eri out, only to makeout with risa right after. what's up with that?

[mame*hime]

the owner of the flower shop was carrying white lilies as she was leaving

I must have missed that. I must have missed a lot of things. Like I didn't even see anything about Ai being away.

I'm just not good at getting other things done and keeping up with the stories.

“Guardian Angel” Ch.05
I feel like taffy.

“So Much”
Oh... Part 1. I was gonna kill you for a second there. OK good. We get to see more.

Taffy? What's that? Gosh, I must sound so stupid for asking.

Flashbacks to the time I kept trying to figure out part 2 of So Much through the lyrics of the song. And chapter 5 of G.A. still makes my heart go doki-doki in the nervous way.

Oh boy. Yup, it's a new nickname. :sweatdrop: Ham and Cheese go well together, though... Don't they? Well I guess it's bad for the people who don't like Ham or Cheese... *is over thinking this again*

Do you like ham and cheese then? I kinda do. It's even better when warm. Yummy...

oh man, "so much" is so confusing! i love it! i can't get over the fact that risa kissed eri so passionately, then aichan showed up, kicking eri out, only to makeout with risa right after. what's up with that?

I wanted to reply to your comment but if I did that would spoil the story. I bet you already found out from reading the 2nd part. How was it?

-----

Guardian Angel
Chapter 6: Polar Blackout


"The coming week's itinerary..."

Reina wasn't paying absolute attention to what her manager was telling her. Her eyes kept flicking over to the sofa in the far corner of the dressing room where her cell phone lay after she had tossed it aside absented mindedly. It was fortunate she had set the device to vibration alert or the ringtone of some popular Japanese song would have filled the air throughout the entire twenty minutes of its insistent ringing.

"...I will inform you of any changes."

"Hai!"

Bowing slightly, Reina thanked the man for giving her an update of the upcoming activities. As soon as he left the empty room, she practically dived onto the leather couch to retrieve her mobile.

"Hello?"

In a somewhat breathless voice, she said into the mouthpiece and waited impatiently for the caller to respond.

"Miss Tanaka? This is the hospital..."

-----

Her footsteps sounded exceedingly loud in the quiet corridors of the nearby hospital. It was late at night, at a time where no more visitors were permitted into the private establishment. However Reina had received permission to be there. As someone in the entertainment industry, she had sought special arrangements to visit at any time. Furthermore, her present visit was requested by the nurse who had called. "The doctor needs to see you regarding an urgent matter." She had said. Those words sent a shiver down Reina's spine. What was so important that it couldn't be discussed over the phone? Sayumi's condition couldn't have deteriorated could it? Too frightened to think about the worst, Reina hurried along. As she entered the foyer where the first class superior wards were situated, she saw the senior doctor in charge of Sayumi already waiting for her arrival. In her haste to get to him, Reina tripped over her own feet and almost went sprawling face first into the polished floors if not for the doctor who caught her in time.

"Be careful Miss Tanaka."

Forgetting to greet him or thank him for his assistance with a polite bow, Reina dived straight into the issue which has been weighing on her mind ever since she received the hospital's phone call.

"Did something happen to Sayu?"

A smile lit up on his wrinkled face but it quickly transformed into a resigned one. Reina wasn't sure if the change in expression was a good thing or not.

"Miss Michishige has regained consciousness."

Reina didn't respond to the heartening news immediately. Standing there with her mouth slightly parted, her tired mind took some time to register the information. Morning Musume did just run though more than 12 hours of filming for a certain variety programme.

"Sayu is awake? She's awake!??!"

Turning her head to look beyond the doctor, Reina squinted to see through the glass panels separating the waiting area from the inside of the ward. She couldn't wait to finish up the conversation with the doctor and see Sayumi. A mixture of emotions welled up within Reina's small frame as she remembered the many occasions throughout the two years that she had nearly broken down at seeing the lifeless form lying on the white sheets of the cold hospital bed. She had missed out on confessing her feelings towards her fellow Rokkies once, she wasn't going to let that chance slip by again. Even though she knew fully well that Sayumi had always been in love with Eri and there was a big possibility that the raven haired one might reject her, it was still Reina's wish to let her know how she had felt for the past seven years. Seven years of secrets, seven years of pretending nothing was out of the ordinary. She would reveal everything at a suitable time.

"It is indeed a cause for celebration. This is nothing less than a miracle considering the slim chance of a patient coming out from an extended vegetative state. Unfortunately..."

"What is it?!"

Reina almost grabbed the doctor by the collar to demand further clarification about what he meant. If there were complications of some sort she wanted to be kept informed. Speaking in a wishy-washy manner allowed precious seconds to tick by which could have been utilized to decide on the appropriate course of action and Reina didn't take well to such unnecessary delays.

"We are optimistic it will be temporary but we are still running tests..."

Again the doctor wasn't straightforward in his reply. Reina was getting increasingly hot under the collar. If the elderly man wasn't going to get to the point soon, she was going to punch him regardless of his age.

"Just tell me! What is wrong?!"

"Miss Michishige's pupils did not respond to light stimuli."

-----

The temperature inside the single ward was low, freezing even but Reina made no move to adjust the thermostat. That was the last thing on her mind as she stood near the entrance gazing at the lone figure sitting upright in the cradle. She was dressed in a fresh change of hospital attire. Her outer appearance wasn't any different from the previous time Reina stopped over to visit apart from the added cloth bandage covering her eyes. For some reason, as Reina watched her unmoving figure, the memory of speaking to her on the night the accident occurred resurfaced in her mind.

"I'll call you later tonight Reina..."

She still remembered vividly the tone Sayumi had used in the dressing room that night while bidding goodbye. It was melodious, good-natured, very adorable and her eyes sparkled with every word. The recollection was so detailed and brilliant that Reina soon felt her eyes become watery. Approaching the bedside with pausing and rigid steps, she sat down gently on the mattress. Studying Sayumi up-close, she noted that her hair had grown substantially and now fell below her waist. It can be said that Sayumi was like a human version of the most exquisite porcelain doll with the sharp contrast between the darkness of her tresses and the paleness of her fair skin. Reina's line of sight lingered on her delicate features and the younger wanted so much to touch her, to hug her tightly after their cruel separation of two years. Yet the ex-yankii was afraid, she was fearful of aggravating the frail condition of Sayumi's body. Maybe she should settle for just caressing her face. Lifting her right hand to almost cup Sayumi's left cheek, Reina halted just a mere millimeter away. Conflict tore though her as she decided on whether she should go ahead with the action. Perhaps she should call Eri instead as she was certain Sayumi would have wanted Kamei by her side at this juncture.

Up till now, Sayumi had remained motionless, her head directed straight ahead while her arms rested stationary by her side. Abruptly, she tilted her head to rest in the palm that was situated beneath her cheek. She knew the faint heat emitted from the limp so near her face belonged to the person who had faithfully visited and taken care of her for the entire duration whilst was confined in bed. She was the main reason she had willed herself to awaken from the deep slumber. On Reina's part, she could only gape stunned at Sayumi's loving behavior. Stroking the flawless skin with her thumb, Reina gave up the thought of notifying Eri.

Dear god, forgive me for being selfish. Pardon me for wanting Sayu for myself.

"Wakkkkke,...youuuu...seeee..."

Shocked at hearing Sayumi speak, Reina stared wide eyed at the young woman, the person she had been pining for from the day she first laid eyes on her at the 6th member auditions back in 2003.

"Wakkkkke up,...youuuu...seeee..."

Sayumi's sentence was incoherent and Reina had to mull over her disjointed words to guess her intended message. She had expected this as the doctor had warned her beforehand that time was required for patients to recover their full bodily functions after rousing from a prolonged coma. For Sayumi, this could take years and she would most likely need help to perform even the simplest daily tasks like tying her shoelaces, brushing her teeth and walking. The influx of dismal news did not scare off Reina. In fact it made her all the more determined to take care of Sayumi and ensure she was well provided for.

It was extremely difficult for Sayumi to convey her thoughts and she stumbled over the few words she painstaking uttered. She couldn't remember the various intonations, sentence formation and the sequence of speech sounds. In short, she could no longer speak properly. Yet Sayumi persisted as she wanted to tell her, she wanted her to know how much she had yearned to see her. The main reason for her triumphant in the battle against her illness was to fulfill the desire of meeting the one person who had dropped by every single day rain or shine. Throughout the two years, in spite of not being able to move or speak, let alone flutter her eyelids, she was vaguely aware of the happenings of her surroundings.

A never-ending flow of water drops dripped from Reina's eyes. Sayumi's face was becoming blurry from the sheer amount of tears that kept emerging from her brownish orbs.

I love you. I've always loved you.

-----

It was a Friday evening, a night where most places down town would be filled with crowds seeking a place to let their hair down or have fun in preparation for the weekend. Strolling leisurely by herself towards the supermarket she always went to for stocking up on groceries, Risa randomly watched the people who passed her by. She was trying to take her mind off how distant Eri was treating her by distracting herself. Ever since the night she had gone to pick her up at the bus stop, Eri had avoided her. Each time Risa asked Eri out for a meal or movie date, she would make numerous excuses for refusing or missing them totally at the last minute. Moreover, she rejected addition advance arrangements claiming a hectic schedule due to the surge in business during the festive season at the end of the year. Not wanting to suspect anything was amiss, Risa decided to visit Eri at her flower shop since she was too busy to venture out. Deciding to purchase some foodstuffs and whip up a batch of sandwiches and a cream cake so they could have a picnic right inside the store, Risa hummed a tune as she looked forward to seeing Eri's surprised expression.

A burly woman juggling a laptop bag, her purse and some files bumped into her and the sudden jolt snapped Risa out of her thoughts. Refocusing on the masses of people around her, Risa caught sight of the fleeting view of a familiar figure out of the corner of her eye.

That..is...

Something inside her told her she knew that young woman but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't recall her name at this moment. A throbbing ache that appeared without warning affected her vision and Risa brought her hands up to hold her hurting head. Trying to block out the searing pain that was escalating by the second, she glanced around wildly to locate the petite lady dressed in a long black coat. Her outfit was similar in both design and material to her own except for the drastically opposing colors. Risa herself was clad in a white leather coat.

Struggling to push through the endless stream of people to reach the last spot where she saw the mystery woman, Risa attracted some miffed stares for her uncivil conduct. Why did she feel the need to catch up with that person? Why was there a sense of familiarity at seeing her? Why did she feel a burning pain as soon as she laid eyes on her? Why? WHY?!?! The numerous questions invading her mind was too much to take and the pain had intensified to an excruciating level. A sea of white engulfed the image of the busy street scene she was seeing and soon Risa felt herself falling. The final sound she heard was a concerned voice calling her name. The world and everything else along with it became pitch-black and silent after that.

-----

So Much – Hare Ame Nochi Suki Edition [Part 2]


After witnessing the on goings in the room, Eri fled the building and ran outside into the streets where the sky had opened up in a matter of forty minutes. A massive storm was brewing and somewhere inside a cozy apartment, an impromptu newsflash program reported on the typhoon which had rapidly moved inland without warning. Heeding the authorities advice to stay indoors and take refuge from the unpredictable weather, most roads in the city were empty and the only sounds outdoors were of the rain crashing down onto the concrete pavements. As Eri sprinted further and further away from the theatre, her chest heaved strongly with every step that she pounded on the pavement. Running blindly ahead, she didn't stop to rest even when she felt the beginning effects of heartburn accelerated by her crying. Not wanting to remember how she lost her first kiss to someone on the same night that person kissed another, she was edged on by the sheer hope that the momentum would erase the happenings of what happened earlier. The heavens callously seem to want to add on to her agony as the rain didn't let up and temperatures dropped drastically low on this wet night. Raising her head to glare at the pitch black sky, she lashed out with fury.

"How could you do this to me Gaki-san? How could you play around with me?!"

With her shoulders sagging, Eri was a picture of despair as she stood in the middle of the street letting the full impact of the elements pelt down on her. She was totally soaked and water droplets dripped from the ends of her hair and clothes. The physical punishment seemed to lessen the anguish she was feeling if only for a bit. Eri didn't know how long she had been standing for but she finally dragged her lead laden body to a telephone booth a few metres away. Collapsing onto the floor of the small area, she lay motionless on her side as the salty taste of tears entered her mouth. In her purse, the clam model cell phone rang and the gadget vibrated and flashed rhythmically. Eri made no move to pick up the call but lifted her eyes to stare at her reflection in the booth's transparent plastic panel. In her current state, her hair was matted messily, the strands plastered to her head in wet clumps. The mascara had smudged from her lashes and her eye shadow had completely disappeared. But beneath it all, she was still pretty, she was still cute. Kamei Eri was an adorable girl, right?

Then why did she treat me like this? Why?

Before long Eri's phone rang again. This time, she answered the white color device. As soon as the line connected, the voice at the other end cried out.

"Where are you?"

The voice was raucous but Eri recognized who it was instantly.

"Why are you calling? I don't want to talk to you."

She removed the mobile from her ear and was about to press the 'end' button when Risa called desperately through the speaker.

"Wait! Is it because of what happened? I'm sorry I didn't mean…"

"I know! You didn't mean to kiss me! I don't want to see you or speak to you anymore!"

While Eri was screaming agitatedly through the phone, unleashing all of her pent up jealousy and anger at being played with, a passing ambulance sped past, its shrill siren breaking the stillness of the night.

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"Well?"

"She's outside, I can hear the rain beating down."

"What? There's a typhoon raging out there!"

Starting to pace the length of the room in her anxiety, Ai wrung her wrists after hearing the news about Eri.

"You better get home soon too Ai-chan, it's not safe in this weather."

Picking up the garment that had been draped over the back of the chair she was resting on before, Risa slipped her arms through and zipped the army green jacket all the way up.

"What are you doing?"

At seeing her friend's actions, Ai scurried crossed the room and latched onto Risa's arm.

"You can't be going out now. You're not even well!"

"I have to find her, I can't leave her out there by herself."

Placing a clammy hand over the smaller one of Ai, Risa patted it reassuring.

"I will be fine, Eri too. I'll get her home safely."

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At the entrance, Risa had to exert herself substantially to push through the giant revolving doors. Her strength seemed to have diminished greatly. Damn those pills she had taken in excess before the start of the musical to curb the unexpected fever. The side effects were drowsiness and dizziness. That would explain her short nap before Eri found her and why she was so devoid of energy now. A blast of rain and cold air assaulted her as soon as she stepped out onto the pavement. Looking both directions, she didn't know which way to go first until a piercing siren caught her attention. Rumbling at breakneck speed down the road was an ambulance splashing puddles of water into the air as its tires churned on.

That siren...

Risa followed the route which the ambulance had traveled from and along the way, hollered and yelled for Kamei. The lack of replies didn't deter her and she preserved till her voice got hoarse from the screaming. Bending over and resting her hands on her knees, she coughed hard from extent of the effort. Her body was feeling the toil from the dreadful gale and freezing temperatures. Both her throat and chest burned and the incessant throbbing of her head made her eyes sting. Nonetheless, thinking about Eri all alone in the fearsome storm made her go on. She sunk her teeth into her lip to stop the chattering induced from the icy winds. The notes of the song set as the ringtone to her mobile jingled and the Japanese melody rose briefly above the howling of the winds. Removing her arms from around herself, Risa answered the call.

"Moshi."

"Gaki-san where are you?"

"I think Eri is somewhere along xxx street."

Slowly standing straight up again, Risa strained her ears to hear Ai's voice. The crackling of the connection was getting louder and it was harder to make out Ai's words. One or more of the telecommunication poles of the city were possibility destroyed by the massive hurricane.

"I've called Sayumi, we're coming to get you both. Can you hear me? Gaki-san! Gaki-san!"

After Risa had left, Ai got increasingly worried as she thought about it. Perhaps it would be better and more efficient to get another person to help. And so she called Sayumi. She had a good head on her shoulders and Ai knew she could count on her when the time came.

"Okay."

Risa could not reply more as she was overwhelmed by another round of violent coughing.

"Get shelter somewhere. Don't stay out in the open, a man was killed by falling debris. Risa, promise you'll listen to me."

Ai hardly ever called Risa by her full name. It was always Gaki-san, the nickname given by the host on a show years back that caught on. She hoped Risa would realize the severity of the situation by how she had chosen to refer to her closest friend.

"I promise."

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"I love you Gaki-san. How could you make me realize that then be so cruel to me? Why did I have to love you for what you are? Even when I know how important Ai-chan is to you?"

Muttering the words softly, Eri couldn't stop the tears that kept flowing endlessly from her puffy eyes. She didn't want to cry, she didn't want to feel so weak yet she couldn't help herself. Determined to not pine for someone who was undeserving of her heart, Eri made a promise to herself.

I won't cry tomorrow. I won't cry anymore. These tears will be for the last time.

The door to the telephone booth whooshed open when Risa burst in after noticing the crying girl from outside. Helping Eri up to a sitting position, she checked the younger carefully for any signs of injuries that could have been sustained as a result of the journey through the squall.

"Are you hurt? Why aren't you home? Do know I almost went crazy worrying about you?"

"Don't pretend you care."

Pushing herself off the ground, Eri shoved against Risa and when the elder fell backwards, took the opportunity to escape. Realizing Eri was once again running away from her, Risa clamored up hastily and took off after the girl she had took such a lengthy time to locate. Tearing down the street after Eri, Risa begged for the figure leading ahead to stop.

"Are you mad that I kissed you? I didn't mean to scare you. Kame!"

"WHY DID YOU KISS AI AFTER KISSING ME?!"

Eri shouted back exasperatedly. It was apparent Risa didn't understand where she was coming from and it frustrated her so much.

"I never kissed Ai. Why would I when the one I love is you!"

"I saw it with my own eyes. You kissed in the dressing room!"

Risa didn't know if god was extending a helping hand or if Eri slowed down of her own accord but it permitted her to catch up with the distressed girl.

"Kame, STOP!"

Gripping onto her and refusing to budge, Risa gasped loudly to regain her breath so she could verbalize her thoughts.

"E-everything… between Ai-chan a-and me.. is innocent. We DIDN'T kiss. She was j-ust… taking my temperature."

"Why didn't you tell me if you were sick?"

Unconvinced by Risa's explanation, Eri remained rigid and she refused to look at the speaking girl.

"I didn't want to worry anyone. Ai-chan knew because she saw me taking the medicine."

The image of Eri standing before her started to get blurry and Risa blinked repeatedly to try and combine the fuzzy image of the person she loved wholeheartedly. On Eri's part, she turned to face the shorter girl hesitantly.

"Is it really true?"

"I swear I only love you. If there was some way to prove it..."

Risa never got to complete her sentence as Eri seized her into a smothering embrace. This time it was Risa's turn to melt into her companion's arms. She was so drained she could barely keep standing if not for the feeble heartiness pursing through her veins at feeling the excitement of having Eri's head resting in the crook of her neck. The happiness she was experiencing at this moment surpassed all other feelings of joy she had come across in all her nineteen years of life.

"Will we always be together from now on?"

Drawing away from the hug and then lowering eyes to gaze apprehensively into Risa's concerned ones, Eri choked back her tears to ask the question which had been lingering on her mind. The wetness that had glazed over her friend, now lover's eyes told her that Risa was more than willing to spend every moment of every single day with her.

A sudden deafening noise sounded and Eri felt herself being pushed forcefully aside. As she laid sprawled flat on her back, she felt the warm trickles of a liquid substance ooze from the rear of her head. Above her was Risa who had kept both arms wrapped protectively around her torso to shield her from the earlier threat. Struggling to shift but failing in her attempt from the weakness she was feeling, Eri could hear her own breathing get progressively shallower as the light from the nearby street lamp faded rapidly from her eyes. Less than one foot away laid the broken pieces of the neon signboard that had fallen onto them just seconds before.

A dark puddle of blood accumulated in a pool on the pavement around them contributed by the gash Eri suffered when she hit the ground and the numerous wounds on Risa. The immense shooting pain in her skull rendered Eri's bodily functions useless in the current situation and she had to grapple to keep her thoughts coherent. There was so much she wanted to tell Risa, so much she wanted to say. But Eri knew time was running out and hence she could only settle for a few words. Managing to overcome the numbness that was engulfing her body for several seconds, Eri whispered with a contented smile on her face, the last words she would ever utter.

"You proved it Gaki-san."

Less than a street away from where they lay, were two young women dashing with all the strength and speed they could muster through the pouring rain to locate their dearest friends. Except that they would be too late...

[maxemerg]

I just got done reading a different story and now you make me read this one... ok fine!

“Guardian Angel”
I was so worried that Sayumi was going to be awake but like not there or something.

You know, I don't know where I got the ideas I did about the earlier chapter. I knew Eri was the one who owned the flower shop and was sharing an apartment with Gaki. I remember it all right now, but I was totally flipped in my mind back then. I don't get why. Maybe it's all the stories I'm reading getting crossed in my head.

What on earth happened to Risa?

“So much”
OMG What? Ok.. I'm still not gonna kill you, but... What? Why does everyone have to beat poor Eri up? lol gee'z.

[chibilolli]

Yo!

I've read your stories (apart from Glass Slipper) over at JPHiP, but I've never commented on them because I'm a crap friend.
I thought I'd give you a half assed, retarded comment here though

I distinctly remember you telling me that you didn't kill anyone off in So Much. But Eri must've died right? Maybe I'm getting it wrong and you said that Risa may or may not have been killed. Hmm... *ponders*

As for Guardian Angel. We're up to the same place here as we are on JPHiP right? Does that mean you have another chapter???? I've really enjoyed reading it and I'm desperate for an update. Don't keep me...I mean us waiting!!!

[ShikyoxYaiba]

Do you like ham and cheese then? I kinda do. It's even better when warm. Yummy...

Ham and cheese is good. But like you said, it's a lot better when warm. I don't like cheese (well, the various kinds of it) but when it's stuff like grilled cheese or some type of form where it's melted, I'm usually okay with it. I never knew I was so picky about cheese until now.

^Yes, we're finally up to pace!! Yay~ Oh, and about So Much... I thought both of them died...

^
^Unfortunately, Eri's always the victim because she tends to cause the biggest controversies... That, or she's involved in a great majority of the pairings. Or maybe it's because she generally has the unprotected image? You know what, I'm just gonna stop before I confuse myself.