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It's been 2 years since I come into idoling world, and I had a lot of fun since then. There are lot things that I've experienced, happiness, suspense, aggravation, anger, and even resentment. I got that kind of passions while passing over the last two years. There is no way back, Idoling is one of the main reason that make me studying Japanese now. (^～^)あきちゃのことが好きだから！
I liked her so much, I was looking for her in every AKB's PV just to see her. I've collected many pictures and few videos too in the past. But the time keep flow, and now I'd say that my passion of her is.. diminishing. Though the member that I consider as my Oshi is only her, I have some other member that I like. I'm not saying that it was the reason, the problem is come from herself. That's something that I don't really like.
Even now, she is as sparkling as always in my eyes. I'll keep try to ignore that hindrance. Nobody is as perfect as her, I don't want to look for another one, I don't want to lose her either. The time she graduate will be the parting moment, I won't have any Oshi thereafter.
元気でね、幸運をずっと祈るから (´＿｀。)
仕方ない…苦しいけど、その時までにさようならを言うと思う。.( ̵˃﹏˂̵ )
いろいろとどうもありがとう。
