J-Kaida

I've been talking about writing again for quite some time now, but never really got around to it. However, with some hard work, mixed in with some slacking and procrastination(and NAGGING), anything is possible. Which is exactly how I started writing in the first place...


I wrote a little SayuKoha(what?!?!?!) one-shot for a very special (and persistent) lady. She knows who she is.
So, yeah, here we go with it.

P.S. I'll Always Love You

Koharu's graduation. It was a moment that everyone knew was coming, yet nobody was completely prepared. It's hard to say goodbye to anyone that's been with you for so long. But there was something special about the little miracle that made saying goodbye even harder, especially for Sayumi. When she first met that bright energetic girl, she never thought that they would ever develop such a strong bond. Sayumi was Koharu's mentor, yet to others they were like sisters. They were always close, almost inseparable. Whenever Koharu needed help, she always turned to Sayumi, and Sayumi would always be there for her. She may have complained about Koharu's loudness or her annoying habits, but deep down, she actually liked those things about her. Koharu may not have known, but she really did care about her more than anyone else. Even though they had a strong friendship, Sayumi didn't just see her as a friend. She saw her as more than that. She wanted her to be more than that. She would never tell that to Koharu though. What would she look like, confessing her love to a kid? Besides, Koharu probably didn't even feel the same way, so Sayumi just decided to keep it to herself. Sometimes she wondered what would happen if she did confess, or if Koharu had feelings for her as well. But, since Koharu was graduating, it seemed like Sayumi would never know....


Morning Musume had just ended their concert, along with Koharu's graduation ceremony. Sayumi was headed for her dressing room with a lot on her mind. She couldn't believe that was the last time she'd ever be on stage with Koharu. All the years they spent together seemed to fly by so fast. She began to regret not telling Koharu how she really felt. She had just let love slip through her fingers like grains of sand. Even if Koharu didn't return the same feelings, she wanted her to at least know the truth. Now she would never get that chance again.

Sayumi entered her dressing room and plopped down on a chair with a sigh. As she looked across the room, she noticed a piece of paper that was set on the table.
'Eh? What's this?' She got up from her chair to pick up the paper. 'A letter, from who?' She closed the door and sat back down to read the letter.

"Shige-pink" was the first thing she read. 'Ah! This must be from Koharu.' Sayumi thought to herself as she continued to read.

I know we just saw each other a moment ago, but there are still some things that I didn't get to say. There's so much that I want to tell you, I decided to write it instead. The words might come out better this way.

For so long, I wanted to tell you how much I cherished the time we spent together. Some of the best memories I had are the ones with you. I was always the happiest when performing our duet on stage. I'm sure there have been times where I was immature or annoying, but you were always patient with me. You took the time to help when I needed it, and I can never thank you enough for that. Depsite all the times you complained about my loudness or my behavior, I know that you really care about me. And I realized that the more time we spent together, the more my feelings began to change. The truth is, I loved you this entire time. I was afraid to tell you at first, because I didn't know how you'd react. But, I just couldn't leave without letting you know my feelings.

You're the most precious gift in the world to me Sayumi. I hope I could make you as happy as you made me these past 4 years. Maybe we'll see each other again sometime. But for now, I have you in my heart, so we'll never be apart.

-Kusumi Koharu

Sayumi couldn't believe what she just read. Her heart became warm and fluttered with excitement. She then noticed another line at the bottom of the letter:

P.S. I'll always love you.

Sayumi smiled as she read that last line over again; Koharu felt the same way that she did after all.


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Yeah yeah, don't get too happy. I ain't got another story in the works, because I'm out of ideas for now. Hopefully, this one didn't suck.