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I'm totally feeling out of it...I've been very ignorant of Morning Musume for the a while now...
And ERI! Oh my god, I feel so...so bad for her...I can't imagine what the hell she's going through...skin condition, and leaving the group?
And MoMusu, this is just such a bad idea to have 3 members go at once...
Ero.Egao
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In Topic: Ero.Egao's FanFics
26 November 2009 - 06:41 AM
Hey everyone...Well I had writer's block for...well...a few months 
But here I am, trying to get into writing again. I'm not sure yet about how I'll continue MMM.com, but I really want to try finishing it.
Meanwhile, I've had a lot of one shot ideas. Here's one, inspired by BIG BANG's Haru Haru, which Reina talked about recently on her radio show. I've been addicted to the song since, and I've been playing with the idea of a one shot, so here it is!
I hope everyone enjoys my comeback fanfic
= = = = =
Haru Haru
Finally I realize…that I’m nothing without you…
I was so wrong. Forgive me…
- - - - -
I could only stare blankly. I couldn’t see anything…the shattered glass from the mirror, the TV that lazily lay in the corner of the room, far from its original spot, the books and papers all strewn across the floor, the bookshelf that was now lying flat on the ground…what would like havoc to someone else all looked normal, almost plain, to me. She was gone. And nothing else seemed to matter to me.
My knuckles that still bled from punching the mirror…the pain didn’t even bother me…the mirror now in pieces on the ground was like me. Shattered. As I stared at the ground, my eyes focused to a piece of shattered glass. Perfect. Sharp.
I got up from the small couch, the only thing left undamaged in the house, and kneeled to the ground to pick up that perfect piece. I held it up to level with my face. As I looked at my reflection in that small piece…it didn’t even look like me anymore. The eyes that stared back at me were empty. There were better times. Those eyes once glowed with happiness. But it was all gone now. The only thing that was still living was my body. My heart, my soul, all had died when she did.
My brain was empty as I dragged the piece of glass across my wrist. I laid on the floor, not feeling any pain.
The moment I closed my eyes, I saw her.
For the first time…I smiled.
- - - - -
1 Year Ago
"You're stuck with Reina now." I smiled at the girl next to me, admiring her soft features, her toothy grin, and the way she blushed whenever I teased her...and all of it...all of it was mine now.
"Mou~ Reina-chan..." She whispered as she brought her hands to her face to cover her blushing cheeks.
She was everything I ever wanted. Everything that I never was. Everything that complemented me.
"Close your eyes." I said, as I drew out my present to her from my pocket.
"What is it, what is it?!" Eri whined, not even bothering to close her eyes.
I opened up my hand to reveal two rings, giving her a part of me. I took her hand and put the ring on her finger, and she did the same afterwards.
We laughed as we looked at our hands, the sign of our love binding us together forever...
- - - - -
Present
“So where’s Eri?”
“She said she had to go to the office, said she forgot something there yesterday.”
I walked home with my friends Ai-chan, Sayu, and Aika. We were always together with Eri so it was kind of weird without that airhead here to lighten up the mood. Everything felt heavy for some reason.
“Earth to Reina, oh my God, Eri’s already influencing you with the spacing out thing, really...” Sayu said and I could only smile and punch her shoulder. I unconsciously felt the ring on my left hand.
I snapped out of it, Probably just miss that Turtle, I thought, and kept walking, laughing along as Sayu teased Ai-chan’s height.
“What’s with you Aika, you’ve been quiet all day?” I said as I let Ai-chan and Sayu walk ahead. I fell into the same pace as Aika. She was the youngest in our group. She was usually loud, but something was different about her today.
“Huh? Nothing, nothing, I just feel sick.” I put my hand against her forehead, and I quickly pulled away when she flinched.
“Um…sorry.” I shoved my hands into my pockets and walked quietly beside her.
“Don’t worry about it, Tanaka-san, I’m fi---…”
We both stopped walking when we heard Sayu gasp.
“Eri.” She said flatly.
Ai-chan, who had been poking Sayu in the stomach, turned her attention to what Sayu was looking at and her hands dropped to her side.
“Reina…” Ai-chan whispered, just barely loud enough for me to hear.
I pushed Ai-chan out of the way and looked ahead.
Eri was with that jerk. Gaki. That brat that Eri was practically glued to the hip to if she wasn’t with me. I watched in silence as Eri took off the ring on her right hand and handed it to Gaki. Gaki placed the ring in her back pocket and took out a different ring. My hand clenched into a fist when Gaki placed the ring on Eri’s finger…the place where the ring I gave her used to be.
Eri smiled and kissed Gaki…on the lips. My feet had a mind of their own as the began to move forward, but Ai-chan and Sayu both pulled me back.
“Reina, not now, don’t make a scene.” Ai-chan said.
“Shut the hell up.” I answered. Sayu loosened her grip on me and Ai-chan backed away.
Eri pulled away from Gaki and finally noticed me. Her eyes didn’t even look surprised. She walked away, leaving Gaki behind.
“You traitor, I should’ve known you’d steal her away from me the minute I turned my back!” I yelled as I pushed her, shoving her to the car behind her, while throwing jabs at her stomach.
“She never loved you, you idiot, she just felt sorry for you since you were so damn obsessed with her!” She pushed me back while Ai-chan and Sayu ran to me.
“YOU TWO STOP IT!” Ai-chan yelled, but I could only hear Gaki’s words echoing in my brain. She never loved you…
I pushed Ai-chan and Sayu away and threw the hardest punch I could at Gaki’s face.
“Reina stop it!” Aika placed herself between us as Gaki fell to the ground, holding her face.
“Right…so you’re siding with the piece of filth now, fine!”
Ai-chan pulled me away before I could throw another punch at Gaki.
“You idiot, if I ever see you again, I’ll kill you, you understand me?!” I yelled before Ai-chan and I could get any farther.
- - - - -
“Eri…it’s Reina...just…pick up the phone.”
“Explain this to me Eri!”
“What the ###### Eri pick up the damn phone!”
“Please…Eri…I’m begging you…”
“Eri…”
“Just tell me that what the idiot said wasn’t true, tell me you love me!”
I jumped up when my cellphone sang it’s familiar tune for Eri.
“Eri! Finally, you called back!”
“What she said was true. Just…stop bothering me Reina. It’s over.”
My heart felt like it stopped as I heard the line cut from her side.
- - - - -
3 Months Later
::Aika’s POV::
“Kamei-san…you look…horrible…” Horrible was an understatement. She wasn’t Eri anymore. Her formerly light-brown hair was gone. She had become paler…skinnier. The only thing that this disease couldn’t touch was Eri’s smile.
“Mitsii-chan, the aliens stole my hair, seriously!” She pointed to her head, and laughed.
“Kamei-san, this isn’t funny…”
Eri extended her hand to touch mine. I couldn’t understand why she would let herself go through this. She was in a hospital bed…probably weeks…days…minutes from dying. She could be happier. She…she didn’t have to do this to herself.
“Ne, Mitsii-chan, don’t worry, I’m completely fine. Look, look, bodi biruda!” She shouted as she flexed her non-existent muscles. A smile escaped my lips before I could restrain myself. As I smiled, the tears in my eyes that I’ve been trying so hard to hide fell…I wasn’t supposed to be the one here, holding Eri’s hand, smiling at her stupid jokes. This wasn’t for me to experience.
“Eri, I can’t do this anymore…Reina…she…I can’t hide this from her anymore…neither can Sayu or Ai-chan. Even if they’ve only known about this whole situation for a month…you know those two can’t lie…they’ve been avoiding Reina…but…even if they don’t…Reina’s been stuck in her apartment for the past 3 months…She won’t get out. I don’t even know if she eats!”
“Mitsii…she’ll forget about me…I know she will. So just…hold on a little longer…this won’t take any longer.”
“ERI DON’T TALK LIKE YOU’RE GONNA DIE TOMORROW!” I yelled as I pulled my hand away and walked to the corner of the hospital room.
“Hehe, I won’t die tomorrow…at the most.” She said as she smiled.
“I can’t do this Eri. She’s hurting too much.”
I ran away from the room, and crashed into Sayu and Ai-chan on the way out. They must’ve overheard everything as they let me run away.
As I got into the elevator, I pulled out my phone.
“Reina…go to the hospital. Eri…wait, listen…Eri’s sick. Just go, don’t waste any more time!”
As I shut my phone, my knees buckled from under me.
All the tears I’d been holding back for the past three months…finally, they’ve escaped.
- - - - -
::Reina’s POV::
I ran to the hospital, not caring who I ran into, the streets I crossed without the proper signal, almost getting run over…I knew something was wrong…I just thought it was all me.
As I got to the hospital, I ran to the nurse’s station to ask about Eri.
“The cancer patient? They’re taking her to the ER right now.”
I ran to the direction of the emergency room, even before I could register the words the nurse said.
When I got there, Sayu and Ai-chan sat outside.
Ai-chan’s head was in her hands and Sayu was crying.
Gaki was there too. I walked right past her, but she held me back.
“I’m sorry for lying Reina…Eri…Eri just didn’t want you to have a hard time when this happened. Eri really loves you.”
She took my hand and put a ring on my palm.
My fingers traced the engraving inside.
ERI + REINA
My head twitched when I heard the flat line sound from the heart monitor inside.
No…
NO!
“No, no, no!” After a few minutes, the doctor came out.
Ai-chan stood up as the doctor approached her.
“I’m sorry…but we did our best…Eri didn’t make it.”
The minute I heard those words…I had died with her.
= = = = =
Ok, so it's all predictable if you watched the MV. I kind of sped through some parts because I really just didn't know how to be descriptive. Anyways, thanks to everyone who read this.
But here I am, trying to get into writing again. I'm not sure yet about how I'll continue MMM.com, but I really want to try finishing it.
Meanwhile, I've had a lot of one shot ideas. Here's one, inspired by BIG BANG's Haru Haru, which Reina talked about recently on her radio show. I've been addicted to the song since, and I've been playing with the idea of a one shot, so here it is!
I hope everyone enjoys my comeback fanfic
= = = = =
Haru Haru
Finally I realize…that I’m nothing without you…
I was so wrong. Forgive me…
- - - - -
I could only stare blankly. I couldn’t see anything…the shattered glass from the mirror, the TV that lazily lay in the corner of the room, far from its original spot, the books and papers all strewn across the floor, the bookshelf that was now lying flat on the ground…what would like havoc to someone else all looked normal, almost plain, to me. She was gone. And nothing else seemed to matter to me.
My knuckles that still bled from punching the mirror…the pain didn’t even bother me…the mirror now in pieces on the ground was like me. Shattered. As I stared at the ground, my eyes focused to a piece of shattered glass. Perfect. Sharp.
I got up from the small couch, the only thing left undamaged in the house, and kneeled to the ground to pick up that perfect piece. I held it up to level with my face. As I looked at my reflection in that small piece…it didn’t even look like me anymore. The eyes that stared back at me were empty. There were better times. Those eyes once glowed with happiness. But it was all gone now. The only thing that was still living was my body. My heart, my soul, all had died when she did.
My brain was empty as I dragged the piece of glass across my wrist. I laid on the floor, not feeling any pain.
The moment I closed my eyes, I saw her.
For the first time…I smiled.
- - - - -
1 Year Ago
"You're stuck with Reina now." I smiled at the girl next to me, admiring her soft features, her toothy grin, and the way she blushed whenever I teased her...and all of it...all of it was mine now.
"Mou~ Reina-chan..." She whispered as she brought her hands to her face to cover her blushing cheeks.
She was everything I ever wanted. Everything that I never was. Everything that complemented me.
"Close your eyes." I said, as I drew out my present to her from my pocket.
"What is it, what is it?!" Eri whined, not even bothering to close her eyes.
I opened up my hand to reveal two rings, giving her a part of me. I took her hand and put the ring on her finger, and she did the same afterwards.
We laughed as we looked at our hands, the sign of our love binding us together forever...
- - - - -
Present
“So where’s Eri?”
“She said she had to go to the office, said she forgot something there yesterday.”
I walked home with my friends Ai-chan, Sayu, and Aika. We were always together with Eri so it was kind of weird without that airhead here to lighten up the mood. Everything felt heavy for some reason.
“Earth to Reina, oh my God, Eri’s already influencing you with the spacing out thing, really...” Sayu said and I could only smile and punch her shoulder. I unconsciously felt the ring on my left hand.
I snapped out of it, Probably just miss that Turtle, I thought, and kept walking, laughing along as Sayu teased Ai-chan’s height.
“What’s with you Aika, you’ve been quiet all day?” I said as I let Ai-chan and Sayu walk ahead. I fell into the same pace as Aika. She was the youngest in our group. She was usually loud, but something was different about her today.
“Huh? Nothing, nothing, I just feel sick.” I put my hand against her forehead, and I quickly pulled away when she flinched.
“Um…sorry.” I shoved my hands into my pockets and walked quietly beside her.
“Don’t worry about it, Tanaka-san, I’m fi---…”
We both stopped walking when we heard Sayu gasp.
“Eri.” She said flatly.
Ai-chan, who had been poking Sayu in the stomach, turned her attention to what Sayu was looking at and her hands dropped to her side.
“Reina…” Ai-chan whispered, just barely loud enough for me to hear.
I pushed Ai-chan out of the way and looked ahead.
Eri was with that jerk. Gaki. That brat that Eri was practically glued to the hip to if she wasn’t with me. I watched in silence as Eri took off the ring on her right hand and handed it to Gaki. Gaki placed the ring in her back pocket and took out a different ring. My hand clenched into a fist when Gaki placed the ring on Eri’s finger…the place where the ring I gave her used to be.
Eri smiled and kissed Gaki…on the lips. My feet had a mind of their own as the began to move forward, but Ai-chan and Sayu both pulled me back.
“Reina, not now, don’t make a scene.” Ai-chan said.
“Shut the hell up.” I answered. Sayu loosened her grip on me and Ai-chan backed away.
Eri pulled away from Gaki and finally noticed me. Her eyes didn’t even look surprised. She walked away, leaving Gaki behind.
“You traitor, I should’ve known you’d steal her away from me the minute I turned my back!” I yelled as I pushed her, shoving her to the car behind her, while throwing jabs at her stomach.
“She never loved you, you idiot, she just felt sorry for you since you were so damn obsessed with her!” She pushed me back while Ai-chan and Sayu ran to me.
“YOU TWO STOP IT!” Ai-chan yelled, but I could only hear Gaki’s words echoing in my brain. She never loved you…
I pushed Ai-chan and Sayu away and threw the hardest punch I could at Gaki’s face.
“Reina stop it!” Aika placed herself between us as Gaki fell to the ground, holding her face.
“Right…so you’re siding with the piece of filth now, fine!”
Ai-chan pulled me away before I could throw another punch at Gaki.
“You idiot, if I ever see you again, I’ll kill you, you understand me?!” I yelled before Ai-chan and I could get any farther.
- - - - -
“Eri…it’s Reina...just…pick up the phone.”
“Explain this to me Eri!”
“What the ###### Eri pick up the damn phone!”
“Please…Eri…I’m begging you…”
“Eri…”
“Just tell me that what the idiot said wasn’t true, tell me you love me!”
I jumped up when my cellphone sang it’s familiar tune for Eri.
“Eri! Finally, you called back!”
“What she said was true. Just…stop bothering me Reina. It’s over.”
My heart felt like it stopped as I heard the line cut from her side.
- - - - -
3 Months Later
::Aika’s POV::
“Kamei-san…you look…horrible…” Horrible was an understatement. She wasn’t Eri anymore. Her formerly light-brown hair was gone. She had become paler…skinnier. The only thing that this disease couldn’t touch was Eri’s smile.
“Mitsii-chan, the aliens stole my hair, seriously!” She pointed to her head, and laughed.
“Kamei-san, this isn’t funny…”
Eri extended her hand to touch mine. I couldn’t understand why she would let herself go through this. She was in a hospital bed…probably weeks…days…minutes from dying. She could be happier. She…she didn’t have to do this to herself.
“Ne, Mitsii-chan, don’t worry, I’m completely fine. Look, look, bodi biruda!” She shouted as she flexed her non-existent muscles. A smile escaped my lips before I could restrain myself. As I smiled, the tears in my eyes that I’ve been trying so hard to hide fell…I wasn’t supposed to be the one here, holding Eri’s hand, smiling at her stupid jokes. This wasn’t for me to experience.
“Eri, I can’t do this anymore…Reina…she…I can’t hide this from her anymore…neither can Sayu or Ai-chan. Even if they’ve only known about this whole situation for a month…you know those two can’t lie…they’ve been avoiding Reina…but…even if they don’t…Reina’s been stuck in her apartment for the past 3 months…She won’t get out. I don’t even know if she eats!”
“Mitsii…she’ll forget about me…I know she will. So just…hold on a little longer…this won’t take any longer.”
“ERI DON’T TALK LIKE YOU’RE GONNA DIE TOMORROW!” I yelled as I pulled my hand away and walked to the corner of the hospital room.
“Hehe, I won’t die tomorrow…at the most.” She said as she smiled.
“I can’t do this Eri. She’s hurting too much.”
I ran away from the room, and crashed into Sayu and Ai-chan on the way out. They must’ve overheard everything as they let me run away.
As I got into the elevator, I pulled out my phone.
“Reina…go to the hospital. Eri…wait, listen…Eri’s sick. Just go, don’t waste any more time!”
As I shut my phone, my knees buckled from under me.
All the tears I’d been holding back for the past three months…finally, they’ve escaped.
- - - - -
::Reina’s POV::
I ran to the hospital, not caring who I ran into, the streets I crossed without the proper signal, almost getting run over…I knew something was wrong…I just thought it was all me.
As I got to the hospital, I ran to the nurse’s station to ask about Eri.
“The cancer patient? They’re taking her to the ER right now.”
I ran to the direction of the emergency room, even before I could register the words the nurse said.
When I got there, Sayu and Ai-chan sat outside.
Ai-chan’s head was in her hands and Sayu was crying.
Gaki was there too. I walked right past her, but she held me back.
“I’m sorry for lying Reina…Eri…Eri just didn’t want you to have a hard time when this happened. Eri really loves you.”
She took my hand and put a ring on my palm.
My fingers traced the engraving inside.
ERI + REINA
My head twitched when I heard the flat line sound from the heart monitor inside.
No…
NO!
“No, no, no!” After a few minutes, the doctor came out.
Ai-chan stood up as the doctor approached her.
“I’m sorry…but we did our best…Eri didn’t make it.”
The minute I heard those words…I had died with her.
= = = = =
Ok, so it's all predictable if you watched the MV. I kind of sped through some parts because I really just didn't know how to be descriptive. Anyways, thanks to everyone who read this.
In Topic: Takahashi Ai (高橋愛)
20 November 2009 - 04:19 AM
Anyone else notice in the making of KP, during the group photo shoot, well at the beginning actually, Ai-chan and Lin Lin kept going "Po-po-po-po-poka-poka-poka" in obvious reference to Ai-chan's favorite song (I assume it's her favorite song since she always mentions it) Poker Face by Lady Gaga?
