btw i dunno if anyone already translated Airi's post about Ai's graduation, but imo it was the nicest one so far (well we still will probably get some good ones from Gaki and the others once they can get their feelings together)
from here:
http://gree.jp/c_ute...entry/539062804 (just the parts concerning Ai)
「And amidst all that, today it was announced that Takahashi Ai-san will be graduating from Morning Musume at the Fall Tour.
Takahashi-san is a senpai I've always admired since before I entered H!P Kids.
Whether at the rehearsals, or the actual performances, on stage, or during the musicals, the more I watched her, the more my admiration increased. It was frustrating that I couldn't catch up to her, but one day I wanted her to admire me too. That was the kind of person she was to me.
I truly believe that because Takahashi-san stood at the top of Hello! we are here now.
Backstage, I don't really trade compliments that much with the other members (lol [her lol not mine]). I've met a lot of the different members at the Hello concerts and all, and they've said a lot of nice things to me. I remember that Takahashi-san praised my dancing.
When she saw that I was unsure of myself, she said "You should be more confident. You look very cool when you dance."
For the person I admired to say something like that to me... at the time, I just said Oh, thank you, or something, but inside I was so happy.
I wanted her to recognize me more.
Because I felt that way, I thought I'm not going to call her Ai-chan.
I only want to call her Takahashi-san. [Takahashi-san can seem more distant than the friendly, affectionate Ai-chan, which is why Ai probably has everyone call her Ai-chan, but Airi wants to communicate how much she respects her and doesn't take her lightly by using it]
Aaa...
In the time we have left together, I'm going to be watching her like crazy during rehearsal. I'm going to try to absorb as much of her as possible, so that I can become just like her.
I'm going to look her right in the face
and say "I want to be like you, Takahashi-san!"
Maybe I should give that idea up, lol.
Even though I say that, I won't give it up.
Also, during the last song we sang together, I held Takahashi-san's hand.
During that moment, all the tears I had tried to hold back couldn't be held back anymore.
I love her!
I can't finish all my thoughts but we'll have memories up through the fall tour.
Today I took 2 pictures with Takahashi-san.」