That's just it. There must be reasons for this ultra-unexpected behavior.
I can't be the only one who's super curious about what those reasons are.
Speculations, no matter how informed and logical can't adequately suffice for the reality.
The only one who can tell us about this reality is Sayumi herself.
I now feel that I'd happily say goodbye if she'd just come out and say that sayonara is what it is.
Happily, because she's now become unpredictable, unreliable if you will. And the
unpredictability is not in a good way like Maa-chan. I know I'll quickly forget when she does
break her silence but right now there is some fuming. It's the flip side of having dogged
her steps from the other side of the world for over five years.
Think about it people,
for over 10 years her job description contained only two words: get attention.
And now this? WTF?
While I'm male, I feel what those pathetic girlfriends must feel when they ask
their boyfriends in a whiny tone: "Why won't you talk to me?"
Don't repeat the same tired speculations, agree with the undeniable.
We need to hear it from her.
If you want to respond with something like, 'wow, you've really got it bad,"
that's fine. I do. Because I am wota. Hear me roar.