Don't panic, anyone, she wanted to say it was a break, accept that as what it is. I mean we can't do anything but accept it at this point you know. All we can do is give whatever we can to make her feel as wonderful as possible. And if she can feel that warmth and if it's strong enough then she'll come back. And if not... then hopefully she'll find her happiness somewhere else. We all have that dream for ourselves too, we can only hope for the best either way.
.......wow.... that sound so preachy... I apologize if it sounds that way to anyone else... I kinda need to tell myself that on a regular basis anyway, so I thought I'd just say it here anyway. Happiness is...complicated sometimes