UGH I JUST MISS HER SO MUCH I CAN'T STAND IT SHE IS LITERALLY SO PERFECT IN EVERY WAY. If she was still in AKB she would be my favorite "idol" even more than Haruka she is just so perfect. But she is still #1 in my heart. omg. kaoru. gahhhh
She's just such a talented artist and model too. hhhnnngg I am literally looking at professional pictures where she poses with bread. And she still looks flawless. Omg
/end fangirl rant