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So I dreamed, last night, for the first time in awhile. As for the lack of dreams, maybe I’ve been busy and stressed and all but anyways… It was Morning Musume ’15, or ’14(minus Sayu) that I had in my dreams. I can’t remember all the details, I know it’s kind of unfair how dreams just slip past your memories the moment you wake-up; but there’s this last scenario in which I had so much fun that I can still recall most of it clearly.
We were having a party. It’s not the kind in which there are drinks, but just do lots of fun activities. They were in their blue sailor outfits of the new single. I think we were about to have a dance showoff, and I was grouped with Riho, Ayumi, and the other one was with… maybe Duu? I was in this lazy-cool-ass-mode when I came to the sidelines where the rest of the group are, and my dad was there as one of the spectators (Yes it’s weird). So he scolded me off, maybe about being a slacker, and being the daughter, I retorted back. Like, “hell yeah, I’m lazy and awesome (and I sooo can pull this off) so what?” I tried to walk away to the other side when I felt someone kick me on my shins (not in the hard way). I glanced and found it was Riho, shooting me a look with that cool smile, like reminding me to watch my mouth in a way a buddy would. I grinned back at her then it was our time to come-up to the stage.
The spotlight was on us and there was a disco ball too I think, and that’s where it hit me. I don’t know the steps. For a while I was relieved being together in a group with Riho, we’ll be kickass and all, but became worried that I would pale in comparison if next to her (I am also a dancer and good at that). That’s when I thought about the steps and I couldn’t recall it. So I was casually asking them the steps in The Peace, and doing parts of it with them but no matter, the entire dance wouldn’t surface in my mind. I was confused and startled when Ishida gushed about something with that big smile of hers (that’s why I remember her so well). I was standing at the end, Riho next to me while Ishida was on the other end (she spoke to us, someone else was in between her and Riho so I know we’re four). I’m not sure of my role in this dream, but in it I was expecting the dance to come to me naturally.
I can’t remember what happened next. I only remember waking-up and being able to sleep well.
Before the party, I was primarily with Riho, doing some action scenes (I don’t know if I was co-starring in some film with her, or basically part of the story in my dream). That explains the certain closeness I had with her on the later part. Like we’re already on that trusting stage of friendship.
I also saw Iikubo on the sidelines and maybe also Kanon, when we came-up to the stage for the dance.
It was interesting, it made me happy. Riho isn’t exactly a favorite member, she’s one of the last ones I’d bother hearing about. But something about Riho in that dream, that made this dream-limited experience of being friends with her extraordinary and special. It feels like she’s someone who’d say less but will understand at best. Sadly, it was never reality. Maybe Riho was portraying someone else in my life, or someone I am hoping to come.
No, there isn't any gay theme. HAHA
We were having a party. It’s not the kind in which there are drinks, but just do lots of fun activities. They were in their blue sailor outfits of the new single. I think we were about to have a dance showoff, and I was grouped with Riho, Ayumi, and the other one was with… maybe Duu? I was in this lazy-cool-ass-mode when I came to the sidelines where the rest of the group are, and my dad was there as one of the spectators (Yes it’s weird). So he scolded me off, maybe about being a slacker, and being the daughter, I retorted back. Like, “hell yeah, I’m lazy and awesome (and I sooo can pull this off) so what?” I tried to walk away to the other side when I felt someone kick me on my shins (not in the hard way). I glanced and found it was Riho, shooting me a look with that cool smile, like reminding me to watch my mouth in a way a buddy would. I grinned back at her then it was our time to come-up to the stage.
The spotlight was on us and there was a disco ball too I think, and that’s where it hit me. I don’t know the steps. For a while I was relieved being together in a group with Riho, we’ll be kickass and all, but became worried that I would pale in comparison if next to her (I am also a dancer and good at that). That’s when I thought about the steps and I couldn’t recall it. So I was casually asking them the steps in The Peace, and doing parts of it with them but no matter, the entire dance wouldn’t surface in my mind. I was confused and startled when Ishida gushed about something with that big smile of hers (that’s why I remember her so well). I was standing at the end, Riho next to me while Ishida was on the other end (she spoke to us, someone else was in between her and Riho so I know we’re four). I’m not sure of my role in this dream, but in it I was expecting the dance to come to me naturally.
I can’t remember what happened next. I only remember waking-up and being able to sleep well.
Before the party, I was primarily with Riho, doing some action scenes (I don’t know if I was co-starring in some film with her, or basically part of the story in my dream). That explains the certain closeness I had with her on the later part. Like we’re already on that trusting stage of friendship.
I also saw Iikubo on the sidelines and maybe also Kanon, when we came-up to the stage for the dance.
It was interesting, it made me happy. Riho isn’t exactly a favorite member, she’s one of the last ones I’d bother hearing about. But something about Riho in that dream, that made this dream-limited experience of being friends with her extraordinary and special. It feels like she’s someone who’d say less but will understand at best. Sadly, it was never reality. Maybe Riho was portraying someone else in my life, or someone I am hoping to come.
No, there isn't any gay theme. HAHA
