AX Memories :(

UUUUWWWWAAAHHHHH~!!!
I miss AX so much!! I missed watching the documentary too!!
My life sucks right now!!
Hopefully someone will upload it on the tracker soon...
I NEED TO WATCH IT!

I was looking thru the Aichan thread and someone had posted pictures up from the documentary and all I could think about was her pretty little face smiling at me during the autograph session... It makes me want to cry so bad cuz I loved every second I got to spend with each and everyone of them.
I'm afraid I might cry when I get to see the documentary....but that's okay because it only shows how much I loved meeting them!

Ahhhh~

I think I'll just share my experience at the autograph session just cuz I don't know what else to talk to about...
So here it is...


we waited a good 4 hours for the autographs. Here's my experience...
We waited in this one room for what seemed like forever when finally they opened the doors to lead us to the autograph room.
Little did we know that is was in the room right NEXT to the one we were waiting in.
So that whole time the girls were always just a wall away!!
They only let about 5 or 6 people go at a time so when it was my turn to go, I walked out of the room, gave my ticket to some lady and I had thought that she was gonna take me down the hall but nope, she just raised up her arm and pointed to the right and there they were, in plain sight, waiting for us to come in!!
My heart about jumped out of my chest!!
When I entered the room Mitsui looked up at me after signing someones autograph, smiled and then waved at me!!
I blushed so badly and ended up waving back vigorously! I just couldn't believe I was in that spot!!
Then after that brief moment, I looked down the line of girls and noticed that Eri was looking at me too! I could feel my face get hot again so I knew I was blushing againg, but I smiled and waved at her and in return she smiled and waved back with excitement!
I was in FULL blown fangirl mode after that!
Then after waiting a few minutes for my turn, I got to the front and a lady put her arm out to stop me from moving forward so that the person in front of me could get his time. After he was done he moved to the side and there she was. Just smiling.
I was just standing there waiting for the lady to move her arm and Ai was just staring at me with her huge smile plastered on her face as she waited for me to come up.
I was so nervous at this point that my hands were shaking and my teeth were literally chattering.
All I could do was smile at her as I waited.
Finally, the lady moved her arm and asked me to step up.
When I got up to the table I was so nervous!!
She was still smiling at me and gave me the cutest "Hi~" in the softest tone of voice.
I couldn't stop blushing! She just kept looking at me with that adorable smile, all I could think was "Holy freakin fudge pops! She's so cute!".
I said Hi back to her and in my shaky voice I said "I'm so nervous....I'm such a big fan".
She giggled as she was signing my picture. I don't think she understood, but then the translator told her what I had said.
She then looked up at me and gave me an "Oh!" with the cutest surprised look and all I could do was smile at her.
She could totally tell how nervous I was because I had my hand to my face to try and keep the redness down. So she smiled at me again and then said "It's okay....relax".
IIIYAAAAHH!! Her english was so cute!!!
I laughed and shook my head to say I understood.
She then smiled again and went on to finish the autograph.
When she was finished she looked up at me and said "Sankyuu" and put out her hand to shake mine.
I reached out and said thank you back with a smile.
At this point, tears started to form in the corners of my eyes, I was so happy!


My next autographer was Gakisan.
As I scooted over to her she also had a huge smile on her face and said "Hi" in almost the same tone of voice as Ai.
All I could think at that time was "Omg, she's so pretty!"
I said Hi back and as she was choosing the marker to use to sign my picture Ai leaned over and told her that I was a huge fan and that I was super nervous.
She looked up at me with her reaction queen surprised face and then smiled.
She then put on a kind of serious face and said "relax".
That made me laugh a little harder cuz it was really cute how they were saying it in english.
She then did her thing for the autograph with a picture around her name (which I still don't quite get what it's suppose to be) and then reached out her hand with a smile.
I took hold of it and smiled back as I said "Thank you so much!"
Next up, Kamei Eri. She is such a goofball!
I was so excited to actually see her in person!
She is so gorgeous up close!!
Like the others she looked up at me with a huge smile and said "Hallo~"...yes she said it exactly how I spelled it.
I again said Hi back to her and then she went on to choose the color sharpie she wanted to use to sign.
She took a little longer than the others to choose, but I thought it was cute how she looked like she was concentrating really hard on picking the perfect color.
She finally picked one and doodled her name and then picked up my booklet to hand it to me as she said "Sankyuu!"
I then picked up the booklet and turned it back around to show her something that Ryuk0tsu had discovered the night before when we were decided on what we should get autographed.
In the PLATINUM 9 DISCO booklet on the second page there is Gakisan and Eri holding the letters L and A, in that order.
So I opened up the booklet to show Eri this and her eyes got really huge and finally she said "AH! Hounto da!!" and looked at me with her shocked face, which made me laugh. She then poked at Gaki... "mite!" she says as she pointed to the booklet. Gaki looked up at me with the same shocked face.
It was a pure epic moment!
I then put a thumbs up and asked "good?" and they both put their thumbs up and said "GOOD!!" after that Eri laughed and put out her hand to shake mine. She was so funny ^^ I thought "Oh yes! Score one for Happiness!"


Next up was Sayu. Nothing really exciting happened, except that I choked up as I tried to tell her to have fun in L.A. She gave a "huh?" look, but I was getting pushed over to the next person and I didn't have time to correct myself! I was so embarrassed! but I was still extremely happy to have gotten her autograph. Although the way she held her pen was a bit odd...
Next was Reina. Reina was so adorable with her pigtails. She's such a tiny girl, I just kept thinking how cute she was. So we said our usual hello's and I think she took the longest out of all the members to sign her name. She drew a cute little face with a bow. As she was signing it I was watching and I said "That's so cute!" and as she was still signing she said "Oh Sankyuu!!!"
While she was still doodling I looked up to look at the members that I had already been by and I put my hand to my face to try to cool down and Ai and Risa looked up at me and giggled. My face got even more hotter.
When Reina was done, she did a gesture to tell me to fan the autograph as to dry it. So I shook my head and said "Okay!" and she smiled at me and literally launched her hand out for a handshake. It was pretty funny. So I shook her hand with a smile and said Thank you!
Next is Koharu. Now to me, Koharu is a bit odd. She did the same smile and Hi and I did so back. Nothing exciting here, but still happy to get an autograph.
Next was Mitsui. She was probably the most excited member to be doing the autographs with her awesome smile glued to her face the entire time. She has the prettiest smile that any girl would kill the have! She was so adorable!! Again, I don't have a cool story about my experience with her, but again, still super happy to get an autograph and handshake. Jun Jun is the next girl. One of the chinese members. Her english was super good!! Got my autograph and handshake and big smiles, said Thank you and off to the last girl.
And that girl is Lin Lin. Her english was so cute! During the Q&A session she was giving out a message and the last thing she said was "Let's all have fun in tomorrow!!" It was so dang adorable!
I scooted my way over to her and she looked up with a Hi and a smile and as she started to sign my picture I said "Lin Lin, your english is very good!" She gave a very excited "Sankyuu!!" as she looked up at me with big smile! I smiled back and then she continued to finish my autograph. When she finished she took my hand and said "I'm very happy!" I gave the biggest smile I could possibly give and said "Me too!" Now by this time I would have thought that I'd be out the door, but she continued to hold onto my hand and I thought "oh! she's not letting go!". So I continued to shake her hand back with a big smile and I finally said "Please have fun in L.A." She replied with another "Sankyuu!" and I said my final Thank you back and finally turned around with my autographed booklet and slowly walked out as I stared at it. Before I left the room I looked back at the girls just to reassure that I was actually just there and finally left. I was so happy that I was moved to tears after walking down the hall. I couldn't believe what just happened. Never in my life did I think that I would actually meet them! Ever! I had the kind of feeling like "My lifetime goal was just completed! I'm the happiest girl alive!"

So my entire day after that was just full of emotions. Me and my brother (Ryuk0tsu) and 515cynides just didn't feel like doing anything at all because we were so bummed that we weren't going to be able to see them anymore after that.
Yea.... I cried...

So that was the best day of my life. Every time I look at my autographs I have to touch them to feel the pen marks otherwise it feels like it was all just a dream.
Even now, it went by so fast, I sometimes think to myself "maybe it was really just a dream..."

AHHHH! I WANNA WATCH THE DOCUMENTARY! RIGHT! NOW!!!

GOD! I hope to go to another concert someday...